Upside Down

I'm not sure what to say. Woke up 12 plus then went back to sleep until 5pm. But something cheered me up. Lucas SMSed me!! Haha. So happy! Haha. Don't know if i still like him. Don't even know if it's like or inaffectuation. But i think i rather not like anyone now. Now that i'm not straight cos i am! Just that i dont' really want to... Want a guy so much now. Not the right time. But yet on the other hand, there's just an emptiness in my heart. Jesus, fill that space. Tomorrow going out with Derence. Very excited. Haha. Well.. I guess..