Bad memories..

Woke up late this morning. Had to rush to school. But thank God i managed to make it in time. Above that, when i woke up, i was in tears. Think i had a pretty bad dream. Can't really remember. Oh well. I'm so tired after spending the whole day in school. Tomorrow have to go school again. Given a lot of work to do. Just hoping that i can finish before school starts. Which means i may not be able to make it for tomorrow's Youth Camp BBQ. Got to see how tomorrow i guess. Yay! Maybe this week can go fisherman's village again to drink. Hmm.Today when we went Macdonald's for breakfast, Weizhi suddenly came over cause Louis was here too. He passed some cigerettes to Louis. Still remembered the time when he didn't want me to know that he smokes cause i don't like. So, at first he said he doesn't smoke. Of course i didn't believe so i waited for him to admit. And he finally did. But i wasn't angry. If only he knew that then. But over already. Had eye contact with him but i didn't dare to look so long. Don't know why. Oh well. I've got no mood for this kind of things now. Focus on my studies first. School's going to start again next week. Feeling really nervous. Going through the Chinese paper during Chinese lesson. Wishing for the best. I really don't want to know how i fair. Recieved am E-mail from SUN last week. Everytime i read her mail, i'm just overwhelmed by love. She gave me so much encouragement through what she replies. I told her that a lot of my friends often laugh at me over my Chinese. THough they don't know it, it hurts me deeply. Even the ones who i thought would support me, they bring me to the lowest. After what SUN said, it doesn't matter anymore. (SUN, thank you!) She E-mailed me today again. She always mail me at the right time when i don't feel to good. Just love her! :)