Thursday, May 20, 2010

A Bigger Me On The Inside.

These past 2 months or so have been very challenging, in a good way of course. My capacity is being stretched so much. But through this period, I find God’s strength even more present in my life. I wouldn’t be able to make it through without Him.

The Bible says that the joy of the Lord is my strength. And I begin to meditate on this. We so often use this but I really wanted to know what it means. And as I was praying, I had a revelation. This strength only comes when we are happy serving God. Many times people serve and serve and end up getting burned out or worn out. That’s because they don’t enjoy doing what they do for God. In every commitment, if there is no happiness, then it is just plain duty and routine. And eventually, it will not be able to achieve the intended purpose. When I got this revelation, I began to find joy in the things I do for God. Even though it may be tough and overwhelming at times. But the thought of God smiling over me makes me want to do even more for Him. And in whatever I do, I don’t want to work so hard that I forget the ultimate purpose of it.

Next week is Asia Conference and I am so excited! But beyond the excitement, I want to have a touch from God. Cause I know excitement won’t last, especially when I am tired. But spiritual hungry will last. Just like in real life, no matter how tired you are, you can feel hungry. In this Asia Conference, I believe that greater breakthroughs are coming and I want to be ready for them!

Looking forward to my 2 weeks school break. Time to recharge again. Going to make these 2 weeks of break a fruitful one.