It has been a long time since I felt happy, really happy. This year is passing by so quickly, and doing everything so routine. I guess today, I know one goal I want to set next year, and that is to be happy. This year doesn’t seem like it’s going to end well for me. But I’m still clinging on to some hope that someone will come and rescue me.
It’s been such a long time since I last blogged! I guess ever since I started work, it has been nothing but busy busy busy. Juggling studies, work and other commitment certainly isn’t easy. But well, FYP is over, one less burden,
For now, I’m just looking for my getaway to Bangkok!
:)
I learned something recently which in a way made me very upset. I have come to realised that some people will take you for granted without even knowing that they are. And they are always trying to prove that they are always right. Sure, they will win the argument, but they will lose the person. Apparently, that happened to me. And from that day on, I realised that I will never be so open to that person again or even want to be close with that person. Yes, from now on, there’s a wall between us.
Had the best time with the gang once again. Every moment with them is always so exciting. Our Friday the 13th turned out to be more fun that we thought. We Partialled at first break and headed to the airport and caught 罗志祥！
Pia Toscano became the reason why I followed American Idol Season 10. She is an amazing talent. After she left, I didn’t catch another week. I still remember, I was on the way to work that morning and I was reading tweets. And I saw Ryan Seacrest and Jennifer Lopez’s tweets that they are very sad and upset that she was voted off. It totally spoiled my mood! Yes, that was how crazy I am about Pia. But I’m so glad that she is signed to a record company now. Faster than American Idol! Besides, I think she is too good for American Idol. I hope her album will be launched in Singapore! So going to get it.
School has already started for about 2 weeks. It has been nothing more than tiring. I’m so glad that this semester there is no programming. But there’s still my Final Year Project. And honestly, it is not that easy. I just want to faster graduate! I think most students look forward to that day the moment they step into school.
Throughout these few months, it has not been very easy. But, I’m glad to be still moving forward, I hope. There’s so many things I wish I can express it into words but I can’t!
It has been an eventful year so far.
God has been so good.
Well, let’s say that there are areas in my life which I need to let go and give up to be obedient. But God hasn’t short-changed me. And I’m just grateful that I have a God who is all about LOVE, GRACE, MERCY and HOPE. It certainly hasn’t been easy, but the people He has placed into my life has been such a great encouragement to keep on keeping on.
It was a tough month of March. Thank God it is over.
Daddy met with an accident. For the first time of my life, I was really scared to lose him.
Holidays is coming to an end. Trying to enjoy my last week of holiday. But I’m busy with work. I guess it’s a good thing also. Money!!
Bought this jacket using my first pay. Happy much! :)
Yesterday was the last service at Singapore Expo. Honestly, that place is not an exhibition hall or a hall that carries out events, it has become a place where I found God and experience Him. The past 5 years there has given me so many memories and I know I’ll be taking them with me for the rest of my life. The end of another chapter and a greater one is about to start.
I am looking forward to what God has prepared for us as a church, my CG E478 and for me personally. Suntec, get ready for us! We’re coming!
PS: Goodbye Expo, Hello Suntec!
So many emotions are flooded in me now. The feeling of betrayal, used, abused, unappreciated, unwanted… For the past few months, there wasn’t a night that went by that I could sleep without crying. I forgot how it felt to have you here with me. So now, I’ve decided to turn into this cold person so that I won’t get hurt again. I choose to run away. I realised the more I give, the greater the pain I’m left with.
I do my happy-go-lucky so well, I’m even fooling myself.
Celebrated Kat’s 19th birthday with her.
For the past few weeks, I guess some things are starting to make me aware. A part of me that I guess have been hidden for too long, the part of me that wants to be free.
Some things are meant to be kept silent.
It has been an eventful weekend and a Monday so far.
Caught Black Swan last Friday with Chui Laam, Wilmer, Zhi Hao and Yin Teen.
You can say that it’s a great movie, I won’t deny that too. But it is definitely very haunting. It still creeps me out now!
Finally, my laptop is back in proper condition. It has been cranky!
This is the last week of school! I’m so excited for the holidays. But there’s still UT3! Can’t wait for it to be over!
Watched The Green Hornet last week with Chui Laam. Average show I guess. Good entertainment.
First month of the year has passed. That was fast! Have been busy with school that there was not time to doing shopping for Chinese New Year. Had to do a last minute one. And every where is packed with people. It’s crazy! I never want to do last minute shopping again.
It’s back to school for me! The first week has gone by fast! Well, this year, I decided to be more involve with the programs in school. So i signed up to help out for the Open House. Well, I just wanted to gained the CE points. It’s a criteria for my graduation. And I still have so many points to go! Anyway, I had so much fun during the 3 days of Open House. Although it was very tiring! I spent 3 days with these people! Awesome people!
Well, of course, I collected some freebies during the Open House! A benefit for being a helper! (:
Had a pretty good rest so far. But my feet and my fingers are hurting like mad. Both my feet are covered with blisters and my fingers have so many cuts. I probably opened hundreds of drink cans during the 3 days. Next time I can try out for bar tendering!
2010 is over and 2011 is here.
Last year was a year of challenges. And I’m so glad that it is over and here is the new year. New year, new beginning and the past is past.
2011 has been pretty good to me so far. A lot of work to do and the stress of school is crippling in. But it’s all part and parcel of life and I’m excited for these challenges.
Well, new year is all about setting goals. So this is what I have on my table:
This are some things I want to see and achieve for this year. Well, there’s more but I haven’t took the time to sit down and ponder about it. Shall do it this weekend!
I am grateful for the people who are placed in my life and those who have stood by me. Indeed, I’m counting my blessings, each one of them. (:
Looking forward to a great year!
Since November up till now. It hasn’t been easy. Things has happened and I find myself struggling everyday. Questions run through my mind like why must I go through all these and all that. I just want to be the best I can and live my life to the fullest but I don’t understand why is it so hard. I want to be strong but I’m getting really tired.
God, please give me the strength to overcome.
Everyone is talking about ending the year well and start the new year strong. And that is what I want to do. I will end the year with breakthroughs. Bringing the problems of 2010 to 2011 is not what I intend to do.
I’m officially 21!
Did something today for the first time.
And that is….
To watch a movie alone!
And this is what I watched!
Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part One
I totally love it!
For the past 2 weeks, it hasn’t been quite pleasant. One sickness after another smacked me. Have been having stomach flu for 2 weeks so I decided to visit the doctor. The next day, my stomach got better and i started to have sore throat. I slowly lost my voice and got a cough. Now, I can’t stop coughing. It’s only when i sleep I don’t cough. No, actually I’ve woken up a few times because i needed to cough. I believe that my God is a Healer.
In the midst of UT1 and this week is just packed. 2 UTs and 1 assignment dateline. I’m starting to feel the stress and pressure of school. I can’t wait to graduate. Feels like I’m walking through hell!
Saving up money so that I can go shopping at the end of the year. There’s so many things that I want to buy but got to save. At least now I got one thing lesser to save for and that’s my driving. Mompy said she’s going to sponsor me but I also got to save more also. Thank God for this blessing!
I was rushing to CG last Friday, took a cab down. And from downstairs, I could hear my CG worshipping. At that moment, I just wanted to teleport up. And when I stepped into the house, tears started streaming down my eyes cause His presence was so strong that it was impossible to deny. I don’t know what I would do without His love. Truly, His love is more than enough for me.
Things hasn’t been easy. Sometimes I find myself lost and confused in my thoughts and emotions. Things I wish I knew how to put into words to share, but I can’t.
You’re all the love I need to have. It’s like a dream. Although I’m not asleep, I never want to wake up.
Happiness many times come in the small things in life. Lately, I’ve been feeling really happy. Even though there were times where I felt really down. I thank God that there is always something that I can be grateful for. There is always a reason for all of us to be happy. I don’t ever want to go through a day without being happy. Happiness is a choice; it comes from within.
I haven’t been feeling well lately. Stomach has been rather problematic. I don’t know why it has been feeling weird lately. I believe for full recovery!
We’re in the last 2 months of 2010. As I look back, 2010 was a pretty challenging year. At the same time, 2010 has been the best year yet for me. I’m looking forward to 2011! However, as i recall on the goals I have set at the beginning of the year, there were many that I didn’t mange to achieve. I learnt something, for me, I set so many goals that I am not focus. This caused me to not be able to achieve some of the goals due to the lack of focus. So for next year, I will set some more important goals and work towards it before I set others.
God is good!
Ups and downs are all part and parcel of life. However, the choice of happiness lies in us. We hold the power to choose our emotions. It isn’t very hard to choose to be happy. But it takes a lot of courage to be happy in the midst of a valley moment. And i thank God that His love and joy is always so overwhelming to me.
I can’t wait for Saturday to come cause I am going to do my hair again. I guess it’s an annual thing. But I really don’t know what to do with it this time. I don’t want to walk out of the place looking the same as last year! Any suggestions? Well, we’ll see.
I’ve been begging my Mum to get me a television. But she still isn’t supportive of it. but today, my uncle said he will be giving me one! Yippee! I can’t express in words my excitement and happiness about getting a television. I guess to many, it isn’t a big deal. But i haven’t watched television, as in really sit down an watch for more than an hour for the past 9 years? So I am really excited to be getting one.
P.S: I will turn your grey skies back to blue cause there’s nothing I won’t do for you.
While some Polytechnics still get to enjoy holidays, I’ve started school for 2 weeks already. It has been a challenge to wake up every morning and find a reason to go to school. I guess the only reason I have is that I want to be able to make it into the university. Even though I don’t like the course I’m in or what I am doing, I still got to work hard for the certificate to have a better future.
God has been good. Not just in good times but in bad times as well. I’m so grateful that He will never give up hope on me.