So many emotions are flooded in me now. The feeling of betrayal, used, abused, unappreciated, unwanted… For the past few months, there wasn’t a night that went by that I could sleep without crying. I forgot how it felt to have you here with me. So now, I’ve decided to turn into this cold person so that I won’t get hurt again. I choose to run away. I realised the more I give, the greater the pain I’m left with.
I do my happy-go-lucky so well, I’m even fooling myself.