All I Want For Christmas Is....

Well, i just decided to blog about what i would want for Christmas.

An iPod Touch

8GB:$388.00 16GB:$ 498.00 32GB:$ 648.00

That's all i can think of for now. And the other one... Hmmm... Not for you to know.. Santa.. Jut bring me the iPod Touch and you can save on the other one..

Nothing More But A Substitute.

The Truth Flashed Before My Eyes
Even When I Tried To Deny
Right From The Beginning
I Knew I Was Taking A Risk
Putting My Heart On The Line
Now I Can See That I Was Blind
I Thought That This Time It Would Be Different
And I Wouldn’t Get Hurt
But Of Everyone
This Is The Worst
I Gave Everything Within My Means
Now I’m Left With Nothing
I Thought You Were True
But Now After All This While
I’m Nothing More But A Substitute

Tell Me I’m Wrong
Cause It’ll Hurt For Very Long
You Took Me As A Fool
And I Just Played Along
I Laid On My Bed Crying Last Night
Trying To Keep All My Hurts Inside
Lying To Myself That That’s Not Who You Are
My Heart Wants To Let Go
But Something In My Mind Keeps Saying No
I Can’t Go On Like This
Won’t You Please Set Me Free
But Now It’s Too Late
I’ll Live Ever Resigned To My Fate
Since After All This While
I’m Nothing More But A Substitute

Lost of words..

Last Minute.

Decided to just drop a post tonight before i sleep.
Reached home at 1 plus just now. It was a pretty long but fulfilling day. Had 'My Hope' today. Then headed down for service. After that, Yufen and i went to find Ansel at his workplace at Bukit Timah. Hanged around for about 2 hours. Ate, drink and played. Man.. it was a pretty reasonable price. $30.80 for 2 hours, a basket of chips, 2 root beer float, 5 wings, 5 drumlets, a basket of wages, and a bowl of soup. Not a bad place to chill out. By the time i reached home, i was really tired. But now i'm quite awake. Haha.. But i've got less than 4 hours of sleep before i get ready for service!!
BYE!

"Sleep-Through".

Wow! I finally got my breakthrough in the area of my sleep. Well, you may think that i don't need because I've been sleeping a lot. But really, I've been struggling to fall asleep for the past few months. I often toss and turn on the bed for 2 long hours before i fall asleep.

So what changed?

I was on the phone with Yufen on Wednesday night and she shared with me about this man who write letters to God and communicates with God through writing. I wanted that experience to. I want to have a conversation with God to. If it can happen for him, it can also happen to me. So that very night, instead of writing to God, i laid on my bed and chatted with God. It may sound crazy. But it isn't. As i began to talk, i realised that i started to cry as well. Cause God replied. And soon, i found myself talking more and more. And i remembered clearly that i said to God that i want to have a good rest and i don't want to struggle to fall asleep anymore. I believe that God is my rest and i wanted so badly to experience Him in that area of my life. When i opened my eyes, it was already morning. And the conversation i had with God was still in my head. Again, last night i did the same thing, i laid on my bed and chatted with God. And since, i had no problem falling asleep. I can't wait to chat with God again later. It hasn't just me bring my shopping list to Him. I'm so happy that God replied. I enjoy every moment talking to Him. You should try too!

Today has been fantastic! Went to meet Cheryl for lunch. We decided to go Pasta Mania to eat. And she blessed me! After than, we went Organic Cafe to eat Yogurt, and again, she blessed me! Thank you, Cheryl. And guess what, she bought me an eyeshadow from Japan too! Thank you so much again Cheryl!! After that, we met some of the members and headed down to Jurong West for EMERGE! It was awesome! After the event, we didn't take the Church bus because we wanted to fellowship. Went Best 2 to eat. Sat for too long. Missed the last train and took bus to Yufen's house. The bus apparently took 10 years on the road and i missed my only bus back home!! I was determined to walk home actually, but took a cab instead. So now, I'm home! Tomorrow is going to be a fantastic day!

Hungry & Cold.

I've never felt so cold and hungry before. I'm very very hungry now. And I'm freezing!!
It hasn't been a good evening today. My handphone bill came and it's $83.33. When my mum found out, she blasted at me and now i have to settle it. Because of that, i had no dinner. If you've been to my house, there's nothing for me to eat except ice. So for the whole day, i only had a slice of pandan cake. I laid on my table in the evening with tears rushing down my face.. Was really troubled by it, actually, i still am. But well, everything's going to be just fine..
Bye now..

Stuck.

Tell me how do I forget you

When you're all i can ever think of

Don't want to say goodbye

Cause I'll turn around and cry

Give me a reason to stop

Show me a sign that I'm wrong

If you really care

Then never let go of me tonight

You've made my heart so confused

Who am i to you

If all that I've given isn't enough

Then could you tell me what's in your heart

If you know that this is for you

Would you say that you love me too

I'm not being emo here. So don't worry. Haha. Anyway, any nice movies to recommend? I'm getting kind of bored now.. I realised that I've been eating a lot. Just now, i went to buy my dinner. Ordered mixed rice add rice. And it still wasn't enough. So i went down to buy Ice Kachang. And I'm still hungry. Now eating Skittles. I'm so going to put on more weight. Mummy promised me that she'll bring me out to buy some stuff that i want next week since i can't go KL with her. Yay! There are so many things on my wish list.. Anybody want to be my Santa Claus? Haha..

Robert Pattinson. Great Eye Candy.

Spend the whole day today at home. Kind of boring actually. Did nothing but lay on my bed.

Mummy ordered pizzas today for dinner. And i ate 3 slices and 2 drumlets. After eating, i was still feeling very hungry. And while eating, i decided to catch a movie. Watched Twilight online. Oopsy!

Robert Pattinson is so HOT!

Feeling rather bored now.. Sigh.. Oh well, i think I'm going to go catch another show later.

Went for a very late dinner with Yufen on Saturday night after service. We headed down to City Hall after service and to look for some stuff. And by the time we wanted to eat, it was already 10pm! There wasn't anything to eat at Marina Square by then except MacDonald's which we ate the day before. Even though i was craving for MacDonald's, something slipped out of my mouth. I actually suggested to go to Yufen's house area to eat. And of course, Yufen was more than happy. Haha. As usual, we went to eat Kuay Chap. Love it!! And while walking over, i just realised that i did nothing this year. So sad! I wasted another year.. Now, I'm determined to make 2009 fulfilling. I'm still hitting myself in the head though. Well, 2009 is going to be awesome!

To Joanne: 6 more weeks and you'll be back! wOoOoOo!!

Rain Down On Me.

I wanted your love

But I got uncertainty

I tried so hard to understand you

All the good it did me

Now the places that we knew

Remind of how we were

Everything is just the same

But all I feel is hurt

And do you ever think of me

And how we used to be

It has been raining lately. I'm stuck at home with a few monsters. As usual, home is like a childcare centre. Can't do much when my brother bring home his friends. Thank goodness i didn't clean the house when i woke up. If not it'll be back to square one again.

I'm going to do some visitations tonight. So hopefully they're at home.

Met Cheryl earlier to have dinner. I was so hungry! After that we went to walk around. Headed over to Suntec Carefour to buy some snacks and i realised that every part of Carefour we were at, these 3 boys were there! Freaky! After that there tried talking to us. But we ignored and walked over to pay for our stuff. What happened next? Oh.. After that, had a message from Yufen to go up to office. So we went up and passed her a bottle of drink and then the both of us headed down. And again, we saw those guys! My goodness. It was getting very scary. And you should have seen the reaction of Cheryl. It was so so funny! She started to pull me. They spotted us and we quickly ran into Tower 4, ran back into Tower 3, down the escalator and to the toilet cause i was in need of it. We then went back to the first level, up the escalator to go to Mini Toons. On the escalator, we scanned though the entire first level and they were no where in sight. What a relief! So we happily went into Mini Toons to get our gummies. After that, when we came out of the store, they were outside! Oh my goodness!! We quickly went into the most crowded store, SASA. Moments after we were inside, everybody left. So weird. After that, when we thought we were save to leave, the guys were outside again! We quickly went down the escalator and into the VCD/DVD shop. We thought that there was no way they can spot us here. Lo and behold, one guy suddenly popped beside me and asked whether they can befriend us. So i replied,"No, sorry." And Cheryl told him off,"Can you guys stops following us? It's very annoying. Just piss off!" And we walked away. Cheryl was fierce! Feel so bad for them. Takes a lot of courage (leh!). Haha. But feel so free after that. Don't have to play hide and seek anymore. After that, caught the movie Quarantine with Yufen, Cheryl and Ah Gong. Scary show. I was already squatting on the chair. Cheryl was just screaming away. Yufen.. Nothing to say. She was still eating her sweets during the scariest part. She practically had no reaction. Haha!! My heart just became weaker last night.

Was suppose to do some visitations tonight. But i just called the kids and they won't be at home. So, i can get to stay at home today. Sad to say but i haven't seen or spoken to my parents for 3 days already because I've been out. So today, i can stay at home and spend time with them. And, i can also save money. I just realised that I'm left with $4 in my bank. I need a breakthrough. I'm coming to my last few days of my fast. It's has been really tough the past week. I know that a greater breakthrough is here. After the last time i fasted, i truly believe in the power of prayer and fasting. More than that, i want to depend on God even more. Through this period, God's grace and strength is even more evident towards me. Thank You, Jesus!

Headache.

When I close my eyes, and you're not there

I feel this emptiness inside - do you care?

If you have to go I'll understand

But the pain's so hard to take when we're apart

You'll never see me cry - it's locked away

But there's this feeling deep within me wants to stay

And if you were here would things be right

I need to find my way alone to win this fight

Yes, it's me at this hour. I've been waking up with very bad headaches lately. And today, i found myself tossing and turning on my bed for an hour until i decided to surrender and on the computer. I'm feeling really sleepy but somehow just can't find a comfortable position to fall back to sleep. But, i know i be in bed again in no time. It's been such a long time since i last woke up this early, during the weekdays. I have a very bad habit of sleeping really late (3am) and waking up really late (3pm sometimes) also. I feel very selfish. People get the most 8 hours of sleep while i get 12 hours. I suppose I'll sleep on behalf of those who lacks of sleep. Haha! God gives His beloved sleep. Wah, flaky.. Haha. Okay, i've got the feel of sleeping again.

To my dearest Joanne: Can't wait for you to come back..! WoOoOoOoTt..! Missing you. :)

Here And Now.

"Here And Now"

Time is running out on you and me

Cos nothing's what it used to be

I guess I'm the only one to blame

But I promise you to make it right

Forget all the sorrows you bear within tonight

Believe in me when I say

Here and now I wanna be the one for you

In everything you want me to

Cos I couldn't live if we're apart

Say there is something I can do

If I can make it up to you

For every time I let you down

And I promise you to make it right

Forget all the sorrows you bear within tonight

Believe in me when I say

Here and now I wanna be the one for you

In everything you want me to

Cos I couldn't live if we're apart

Here and now lets tear down the walls together

It's better late than never

I know that we could find a way here and now

I'll be there for you

Here and now I wanna be the one for you

In everything you want me to

Cos I couldn't live if we're apart

Here and now I wanna fall in love again

And try to be the best I can

So give me a chance to win your heart

How Much Do I Mean To You?

I wonder if tomorrow would be the same for us

After all this time, I've grown to love you

Gave you my very best

Hopefully to pass the test

Have I made a fool of myself

By throwing my heart to you

If things change when the clock strikes twelve

And we're no longer the way we were

Then I know that I am nothing but a spare tire all this while

I just need to be reassured

So when i helplessly crawl back to you

Tell me again the words I long to hear

I want you to know this

"Ich Liebe Dich"

Madness.

It's been a pretty long while since i last blogged. I have a very lousy reason for that. It's because I've been busy with a game on Facebook which I'm very addicted to. So i was too lazy to blogged cause i felt that every minute i have is very important. Especially to level my pet and get lots of coins. I decided to slow down and continue blogging again.

On Friday, went to meet some of the members to Clark Quay for dinner. And guess who we got to see. Michelle Chia and Thomas Ong. Wow! They were like sitting about 1.5m away from our table. Michelle is a real beauty and her legs are never ending. Really. And Thomas is just HOT! And we bumped into them again when we were going back later in the night because they went there to film a show. So, i guess they will be on the next drama series together acting as a couple i suppose. And that night, i had a shock. Raymond suddenly asked me if i have someone in mind. I almost got choke on my ice mocha. I honestly don't have anyone now. Well, i guess the rest of the conversation is quite obvious. I don't have to type it all down. It's embarrassing.. And this chorus from a song popped into my mind.

Gotta be a man who's there for me

Somebody who will always care for me

No doubt in what you've gotta do

No class, no pass

No room for you

If you wanna be my Mr. Right

You've gotta know what I need tonight

Be mine, can't be no other way

No creep, no peep

And a whole lotta nothing

Caught Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa on Saturday afternoon with the kids and Daniel.

Well, i was so sleepy. I slept for only about 5 hours that night and my nose was leaking. I was so tempted to sleep in the cinema. But the thought of paying $10 for that movie, i had to stay awake! So expensive! Quite a nice show. Common grace can be seen in the show. Learnt a lot. After the movie, brought the kids to the playground and then played in the arcade. They have so much energy. I feel so old there. After that, went down to Yufen's house. stayed there till about 11pm then i headed home. Had a tough time sleeping again last night because my nose is still leaking. I need my beauty sleep tonight! I'm going to get it no matter what.

Pastor Tan preached about thanksgiving today during service. And I'm reminded of everything that God has done for me. God is really good. I'm so thankful for many things. But it'll take very long if i were to type them down.

Love You More.

You can make the sun turn purple

You can make the sea turn turtle

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

You can turn wine into water

Turn sadness into laughter

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the sky fall down

Let the leaves turn brown

Still you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the redwoods die

Let the wells run dry

Still you know you can never make me

Love you more

You can make dew into diamonds

Or pacify the lions

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

You can make me dance to order

My self hung torn and quartered

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the new day hide

Leave the scars inside

Still you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the rain pour down

Let the valleys drown

Still you know you can never make me

Hey you know you can never make me

Love you more

Well well well, i had a last minute call from Yufen to go JB yesterday morning. I was sleeping until i had the shocking phone call. I'll be more happy to have more of such calls. Can't wait to have another getaway! Haha. Sadly, we didn't take any photos. Oh my goodness, we didn't take any photos! Why?! It's okay.

Anyway, i stayed at home the whole day today. Was inspired by Yufen to clean my house. And i did. My mum came home and was shocked to see the house so clean. Especially when i'm the one who cleaned the house. I'm always too lazy to even mop the floor. But today, man.. i'm so proud of myself.

I've been watching Charmed lately. Missed the old times watching in front of the television at 10pm watching this on Channel 5. I'm starting from Season 1 again. Loving it! Can't stop watching! I catch about 6 episodes a night. Alritey, i'm going to continue watching again!

Long Week.

Well, it has been a long and amazing week. Well, can't exactly remember what i did on Monday. Tuesday, went to do visitations on the Primary 6s. And i alighted at the wrong stop and i had to walk 3 bus stops. Yufen says I've got her DNA. I didn't expect to have this part of her. Anyway, i did my visitations in 1 hour. After that, i went home.

Wednesday was the start of Asia Conference 2008. So exciting! It was an awesome conference. Anyway, to cut it short. The presence of God was strong. During the prayer meeting on Sunday morning, i was reminded of how Jacob wrestled with God. And how he cried out saying, " I will never let You go until You bless me." And just like Jacob, i never want to let go of God until He bless me. And just like how he was dependant on God, i want to depend on God even more. I'm almost halfway through my 30 days fast. And so far it has been pretty good. But stomach getting kind of weak. Other than that, i'm believeing God for a greater breakthrough as the year comes to an end.

And I've been eyeing on the Light Of the City album for a few days. But have been financially very tight. So couldn't buy. But God is always good. Yufen bought a copy for me! Thank you, Yufen! You're such an angel!

Memories.

Some photos from very long ago. Well, a few months ago. Was waiting for Wayne to send me you see..

Well, didn't do much today. Woke up at 12 noon. Then went to get my heels fixed and then bought some stuff home. Rested awhile and then headed out to do visitations. Was really hungry by the time i got home. And after eating, i'm still hungry now. Craving for Tang Yuan! Weel, tomorrow is the start of the Asia Conference! I'm excited!

Thank you to everyone for your birthday wishes. Take care! (:

Heartbreak Lullaby.

I've tried to get you off my mind

I've tried to play my part

But everytime I close my eyes

You're still inside my heart

Why can't I laugh

Why must I cry

Everytime we say good-bye

Why does it rain

Here in my heart

Everyday that we're apart

Why can't it be

Just you and me

What will it take to make you see

These are the words

To my Heartbreak Lullaby

Heartbreak.

Just came home from the park. But my heart is still crying. Left my house in tears just now. Well, i was already in tears before i left house. It's been some time since i last felt as if my heart really broke. But tonight, i felt my heart shatter. It hurts so bad.. My eyes are so swollen now. But i just can't control the tears that keep streaming down my face till this moment. I never thought things would turn out things way, to this extend. I don't understand.. Can somebody hear my SOS? My heart hurts so badly now..


Feels like I'm walking in the rain. I find myself trying to wash away the pain.


To YOU: I love you.

Packed.

Today was a really long day. Woke up at 6am to prepare to go for my paper. After my paper, i wanted to get my eyebrows fixed. So i walked over to the place where i usually go. But they told me that i have to wait for another 30 minutes.. So, i went to buy some stuff, walked home home to put them down and walked back to the place. Early in the morning and i have already walked so much. After i got my eyebrows fixed, i walked over to 22 bus stop. By the way, it isn't very near. Waited for the bus for like ages.. Took it down to Serangoon. And "hau lah". I got my hair done in 5 hours. It isn't a very big change. Cause of my previous colour which is black, the colour could not appear the way it should have been. Sat until my butt flat. And in total, i washed my hair about 5 times today. I don't have to wash my hair for like the next few days already.. Haha. So gross.. I can't wait to be able to wash my head again.

After doing my hair, i was planning to go home and have dinner. And Yufen messaged me that she's on the way home.. And then she called to tell me that there's no one at home and there's no food. So in the end, i met her for 45 minutes to have dinner together and then she headed down to leader's meeting and i headed home to get my fries and get everything that i needed to do done. And i think i've finish whatever i have to do already! Yay! Well, the rest of this week is going to be packed for me too. I'm so excited!!

Will blog again soon. Well, actually, not so soon. Maybe on Saturday night on Sunday night. This depends on how tired and whether i'm lazy or not. (:

Stressed, released.

I finally managed to upload these photos! It took me the entire night but blogger wasn't really on my side until this morning.

Well, on Sunday, after service, Yufen and I went to JB!! Can you believe it? Of course not on our own. Yufen's mum and our Ah Gong went too! Here are some photos we took.

Does this look like we just woke up?? Haha

We forgot to take photos along the way until at night on the way back to Singapore.

We went there to release stress.. And I can't wait to go again! Yufen, went can we get out of here again?! Haha!!

Today i'm packed. Going for my last paper soon. Then have a 2 long appointments after that. So, hopefully, I can blog about tonight when i get home. (:

You Are My Strength.

I haven't been able to blog properly lately due to various reasons. But, throughout the past 2 weeks, so many things has been happening in my life. I don't know where to start.

Well, I've been transferred to another Cell Group 2 weeks ago. It came to me as a shock cause i was not exactly expecting that to happen. I thought i would be able to transit smoothly, but for the past week, i was struggling in my heart. I guess this is one of the reasons why i'm still awake at this hour even when there is morning prayer meeting in a few hours time. I couldn't get myself to sleep. There were just too many thoughts weighing on my mind. Well, not exactly many thoughts.. Just a few heavy thoughts. And they are enough to keep me awake until now. Even though now both Cell Groups are combining for awhile, it just feels different. But i know that i have to move on. I'm really excited to what God has planned for me in this new Cell Group, however, i honestly feel very nervous. I don't know what to expect anymore.

This week, we've been having morning prayer meeting at Singapore Post. Waking up early has been a challenge since i usually wake up at 2pm everyday. But i really wanted to seek God first every morning. And for the past 4 days, praying in the morning has been amazing. I believe for a greater breakthrough in my personal life as well as my Cell Group.

On Wednesday, Raymond, Daniel and i went to visit the Primary 6 kids. For the first time in my life, i did 5 visitations in just a short 3 hours!! By the time i reached home, i'm totally tired.. However, it was really fruitful. I feel so stretched already..

"God, i need Your strength!"

Actually, there is so much more i want to say, just that this isn't exactly a good place for me to pour out everything.

My lightning rod.. Faster come back! Haha, missing you lots.

Hello God!

I've got a confession to make. I'm crazy over this Korean drama, Hello God. First time!! Haha. So so nice! Have been catching it with Yufen at her place.

And i've found myself a new lover, Yoo Gun! HOT! Yufen can have the other guy. Hee!

Just Like The First Time Again.

Last night, i had lots of trouble trying to get myself to sleep. Each time i laid down, tears flow like crazy. It's been such a long time since i last cried this way. I felt my heart split in two last night. Things has changed and i guess i'm still trying to get used to it. But something hurt me deeper. Well, i guess i have to move on. "It's scary to know that you're not there when i needed you."

I woke up today with my eyes really swollen. I only managed to get to sleep at 4am. Although i feel much better than how i felt last night, i just feel really moodless now to do anything or to even study for tomorrow's paper. I'm not trying to be EMO. Just how i feel now. But i'll be just fine.

I can't wait for this week to be over. It hasn't been good so far.. But i hope that it'll get better.

To Yufen.

Yufen, i wrote this when i was waiting for your leader's meeting to be over. Yet i didn't know how i was going to present this to you. I didn't know when was the right time. I guess now it's the time i gave it to you. Love you lots!

When I got to know you in two thousand five
The moment you walked straight into my life
I can never forget the way you love
They times you stood by me

You turned my life around
Changed me inside out
When you assured my heart
You'll be there for all time

When i was caught in a whirl wind
When i was in the depth of the deepest sea
You held my hand and never let go
And you gave my heart console

You set me on fire when i was cold
Took me into the realm of the unknown
My destiny is beginning to unfold
You told me things i was never told

You believed in someone like me
Shared my visions and dreams
Helped me become the person i should be
You met my every need

Every moment with you is precious to me
Even the adventure of catching the last 65
I will never forget the time in Paya Lebar
And all the free rides in 'Ah gong's' car

You're my god-sent angel
You are my everything
Thank you for all that you've done
You will always be in my heart

Arise And Build 2008.

It's Arise And Build weekend this coming week! I'm really so excited! Another opportunity to give to God. I found some photos online of some stadiums. I can't imagine how awesome our bulding is going to be like. It's going to be huge!!







Well, i'm visualizing how awesome our building will be like.



H.U.G.E



Alritey, i'll blog more next week during the Arise and Build week. Now got to get back to studying. After i rest. Haha. Oopsy!

My 5 Loaves And 2 Fishes.

I was just reflecting on my life last night. And i was reminded of a prayer that i made in June this year. I told God that just like the little boy with 5 loaves and 2 fishes, God, use me like how You used him. I remember telling someone that i know that i can't study and i'm not talented. And the only thing i know is to pray. I was chatting with Geraldine online a couple of days ago. And i was sharing with her that my connect group will be bringing 7 friends this week for service and how excited i am! As i began to share, i had a revelation. I never quite understood what Pastor meant by "prayer is the key to revival", until now. Last month, as i fasted for 21 days, all i could think about was the Cell Group members and E308 experiencing a breakthrough and revival. And now, i'm experiencing what Pastor always say. I strongly believe that prayer is the key to revival. Be it in your personal life or Cell Group. I can't wait for a greater breakthrough in my connect group!

To Jansen: Thank you, for always being such an encouragement to me! So, bringing 2 friends this week! Good job!! Keep it up! Let's grow our connect group and Cell Group together!

Make It Easy On Me.

It's been a rather long time since i last blogged. I suppose i've been coming home late recently. Not sure what am i going to blog about now also. I guess i'm having different colours of emotions right now. It's messed up. My mind is blank at this moment.

To YOU (you should know who you are): Thank you for every single day. I enjoy every single moment. I told you i have something for you. But i'll give it to you some other time. But i want to tell you this. I'm happy sacrifising all these. It's my honor. And i've got a secret to tell you, "i miss you like crazy".

My Passion.

Well, i did promise some photos right?

This is a photo taken in the EDGE Youth meeting.



After the EDGE meeting, we had a full dress drama rehearsal. Don't we look funny? Haha!





The day has come!

Put your hands together for the Drama Team!

Haha. Well, Hexing took a shot of me during the rehearsal.

Pre-performance

Well, i took this while we were at the roof in rehearsal. Oops!



Well, that's how i looked like before i changed to the last scene. Ugly (hor!)!? After our performance, took a photo with Janet outside. It was really funny as the both of us had a very small changing room in the ball room. So we had to change very fast. And in between times after we change an we are not needed to be on the stage, we're in the chaning room pulling our outfits to proper place before going up on stage 10 seconds later. So it was really funny! Only the both of us used the "changing room". It was really small! There's where we changed into our pageant dresses. And we changed really fast!





Post party photo taking!





Really want to thank God for strength. I woke up today feeling terribly sick! I didn't thought that i could make it through the day. But, praise God, i did! And now, i really need to get some rest. Got service tomorrow. And i'm so glad to hear Joanne's voice again today! Though it was less than 10 seconds. I miss you Joanne! Well, my feet is hurting right now too. Sleeping beauty needs her beauty sleep now!