Saturday, December 13, 2008

"Sleep-Through".

Wow! I finally got my breakthrough in the area of my sleep. Well, you may think that i don't need because I've been sleeping a lot. But really, I've been struggling to fall asleep for the past few months. I often toss and turn on the bed for 2 long hours before i fall asleep.

So what changed?

I was on the phone with Yufen on Wednesday night and she shared with me about this man who write letters to God and communicates with God through writing. I wanted that experience to. I want to have a conversation with God to. If it can happen for him, it can also happen to me. So that very night, instead of writing to God, i laid on my bed and chatted with God. It may sound crazy. But it isn't. As i began to talk, i realised that i started to cry as well. Cause God replied. And soon, i found myself talking more and more. And i remembered clearly that i said to God that i want to have a good rest and i don't want to struggle to fall asleep anymore. I believe that God is my rest and i wanted so badly to experience Him in that area of my life. When i opened my eyes, it was already morning. And the conversation i had with God was still in my head. Again, last night i did the same thing, i laid on my bed and chatted with God. And since, i had no problem falling asleep. I can't wait to chat with God again later. It hasn't just me bring my shopping list to Him. I'm so happy that God replied. I enjoy every moment talking to Him. You should try too!

Today has been fantastic! Went to meet Cheryl for lunch. We decided to go Pasta Mania to eat. And she blessed me! After than, we went Organic Cafe to eat Yogurt, and again, she blessed me! Thank you, Cheryl. And guess what, she bought me an eyeshadow from Japan too! Thank you so much again Cheryl!! After that, we met some of the members and headed down to Jurong West for EMERGE! It was awesome! After the event, we didn't take the Church bus because we wanted to fellowship. Went Best 2 to eat. Sat for too long. Missed the last train and took bus to Yufen's house. The bus apparently took 10 years on the road and i missed my only bus back home!! I was determined to walk home actually, but took a cab instead. So now, I'm home! Tomorrow is going to be a fantastic day!