I wanted your love
But I got uncertainty
I tried so hard to understand you
All the good it did me
Now the places that we knew
Remind of how we were
Everything is just the same
But all I feel is hurt
And do you ever think of me
And how we used to be
It has been raining lately. I'm stuck at home with a few monsters. As usual, home is like a childcare centre. Can't do much when my brother bring home his friends. Thank goodness i didn't clean the house when i woke up. If not it'll be back to square one again.
I'm going to do some visitations tonight. So hopefully they're at home.
Met Cheryl earlier to have dinner. I was so hungry! After that we went to walk around. Headed over to Suntec Carefour to buy some snacks and i realised that every part of Carefour we were at, these 3 boys were there! Freaky! After that there tried talking to us. But we ignored and walked over to pay for our stuff. What happened next? Oh.. After that, had a message from Yufen to go up to office. So we went up and passed her a bottle of drink and then the both of us headed down. And again, we saw those guys! My goodness. It was getting very scary. And you should have seen the reaction of Cheryl. It was so so funny! She started to pull me. They spotted us and we quickly ran into Tower 4, ran back into Tower 3, down the escalator and to the toilet cause i was in need of it. We then went back to the first level, up the escalator to go to Mini Toons. On the escalator, we scanned though the entire first level and they were no where in sight. What a relief! So we happily went into Mini Toons to get our gummies. After that, when we came out of the store, they were outside! Oh my goodness!! We quickly went into the most crowded store, SASA. Moments after we were inside, everybody left. So weird. After that, when we thought we were save to leave, the guys were outside again! We quickly went down the escalator and into the VCD/DVD shop. We thought that there was no way they can spot us here. Lo and behold, one guy suddenly popped beside me and asked whether they can befriend us. So i replied,"No, sorry." And Cheryl told him off,"Can you guys stops following us? It's very annoying. Just piss off!" And we walked away. Cheryl was fierce! Feel so bad for them. Takes a lot of courage (leh!). Haha. But feel so free after that. Don't have to play hide and seek anymore. After that, caught the movie Quarantine with Yufen, Cheryl and Ah Gong. Scary show. I was already squatting on the chair. Cheryl was just screaming away. Yufen.. Nothing to say. She was still eating her sweets during the scariest part. She practically had no reaction. Haha!! My heart just became weaker last night.
Was suppose to do some visitations tonight. But i just called the kids and they won't be at home. So, i can get to stay at home today. Sad to say but i haven't seen or spoken to my parents for 3 days already because I've been out. So today, i can stay at home and spend time with them. And, i can also save money. I just realised that I'm left with $4 in my bank. I need a breakthrough. I'm coming to my last few days of my fast. It's has been really tough the past week. I know that a greater breakthrough is here. After the last time i fasted, i truly believe in the power of prayer and fasting. More than that, i want to depend on God even more. Through this period, God's grace and strength is even more evident towards me. Thank You, Jesus!