Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Just Like The First Time Again.

Last night, i had lots of trouble trying to get myself to sleep. Each time i laid down, tears flow like crazy. It's been such a long time since i last cried this way. I felt my heart split in two last night. Things has changed and i guess i'm still trying to get used to it. But something hurt me deeper. Well, i guess i have to move on. "It's scary to know that you're not there when i needed you."

I woke up today with my eyes really swollen. I only managed to get to sleep at 4am. Although i feel much better than how i felt last night, i just feel really moodless now to do anything or to even study for tomorrow's paper. I'm not trying to be EMO. Just how i feel now. But i'll be just fine.

I can't wait for this week to be over. It hasn't been good so far.. But i hope that it'll get better.