Friday, November 7, 2008

You Are My Strength.

I haven't been able to blog properly lately due to various reasons. But, throughout the past 2 weeks, so many things has been happening in my life. I don't know where to start.

Well, I've been transferred to another Cell Group 2 weeks ago. It came to me as a shock cause i was not exactly expecting that to happen. I thought i would be able to transit smoothly, but for the past week, i was struggling in my heart. I guess this is one of the reasons why i'm still awake at this hour even when there is morning prayer meeting in a few hours time. I couldn't get myself to sleep. There were just too many thoughts weighing on my mind. Well, not exactly many thoughts.. Just a few heavy thoughts. And they are enough to keep me awake until now. Even though now both Cell Groups are combining for awhile, it just feels different. But i know that i have to move on. I'm really excited to what God has planned for me in this new Cell Group, however, i honestly feel very nervous. I don't know what to expect anymore.

This week, we've been having morning prayer meeting at Singapore Post. Waking up early has been a challenge since i usually wake up at 2pm everyday. But i really wanted to seek God first every morning. And for the past 4 days, praying in the morning has been amazing. I believe for a greater breakthrough in my personal life as well as my Cell Group.

On Wednesday, Raymond, Daniel and i went to visit the Primary 6 kids. For the first time in my life, i did 5 visitations in just a short 3 hours!! By the time i reached home, i'm totally tired.. However, it was really fruitful. I feel so stretched already..

"God, i need Your strength!"

Actually, there is so much more i want to say, just that this isn't exactly a good place for me to pour out everything.

My lightning rod.. Faster come back! Haha, missing you lots.