I Need You..

It's such a tiring day for me today. Slept only at 3 plus in the morning at Jasmine's house. Woke up at 8am to go home to change then meet Jasmine again to buy things. Spent the whole night and day doing Suzy's card. Finally, we've given it to her!! (Happy birthday, Suzy!) Haven't been feeling too good the whole day. As in emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Had thought of backsliding. Felt totally drained out already. So i messaged Derence and asked him if i should stay away from church for some time.But after reading what he replied, I feel so proud to have him in my life. He gave me encouragement and support that Weizhi never gave me. (Derence, thank you!! Love you lots! Muackies!) Feel kind of better now though. But i know that i have to overcome these thoughts over and over again. Must renew my mind everyday,