Lost.

I learned a lesson in my life. But I learned it the hard way. I don't know why I used to fall in love with the wrong kind. Then I suffer so much pain. But I only had myself to blame. I feel so lost right now, I'm also not sure what's on my mind and what's in my heart. Just too afraid to love again. It's not that i don't want to.. Just that.. Each time i give my heart, it returns broken. It takes me a lot of time to fix it. But scars are still left behind. And.. I don't know if i should try again.