Recharged spiritually, tired physically.

It's such a LONG day. I'm so tired now in my body. Took a cab down today. So expensive. Oh well.. Nevermind. :) I almost fell asleep during the morning session cause i was so sleepy.. Guess not enough sleep. Wonder if tonight i'll be able to sleep early. Tomorrow got to wake up early to go buy the materials for Danny's card.. I wish i can say that i don't want to go. But i guess i wanna serve him also. So, i'll be meeting Yu Fen to do. Today, when Pastor spoke about visons and dreams, all i could see myself doing is singing in front of thousands of people. I want to make a change in the Pop Culture. I want to build a roof over every children's head and restore their medical needs. But somehow, i don't know why i don't see myself preaching in front of 20 people. But i desire to be a CGL. But... Somehow i still don't see that. I've been visualising myself being a singer for years and i'll do that for hours a day. But should i call my IC and ask if i can serve? I really don't have that courage to face her.