Night Out With Derence

I had an evening out with Derence. Reached home not too long ago. He sent me back. In my heart i was wishing that somehow Weizhi could be the one then. But it will never happen again. It brought me back to the time Weizhi and i first went out. But then, i just took him as a friend and nothing more cause he didn't say anything about how he felt. But now, Derence and i.. I really don't know. I'm too afraid to feel for him the way he feels for me. I just don't want to be hurt again. It hurts cause Weizhi used to say the things Derence now say. Like he'll wait and all. And i refuse to be convinced. I don't want to be hurt the same way again. I want to hear your voice when you call. But i dare not answer cause i don't know what you say when you're there. I can't say the words i long to cause i don't want to hurt you at the end. I'm not ready.