Evening with Rach!

Went out with Rach today. Haha.Went to shop awhile then went Esplanade to study. Couldn't sleep last night. But i managed to fall asleep at 3am plus. I had to cry to sleep. There was just too many things weighing on my mind and i can't really handle. I wish that i don't have t face all these now. But.. Sigh.. Forget it. I'll have to face it anyway. Don't know how i feel also. Not sure if i like "him". Guess it's only a crush. I may get over it soon. Maybe. I don't really know what i want. But sometimes, i cannot have what i want. I'm just drained out emotionally and mentally.. And i guess spiritually as well. (Save me. someone.) Now, when i look around, i don't see anyone. I feel.. Doesn't matter.. It doesn't matter..