Awake.. Still..

I can't sleep.. Don't know why.. Do i have to cry to sleep again tonight? My mind is still spinning. Can't get a hold of myself anymore. Can someone save me? Who would be here? I'm never good with words cause i've learnt to keep things to myself. And now i'm dumb. So when you ask me to share, i don't know how to say. But what's there to say when there's no one here to listen? I'm so tired. Feel like giving up. Each time i walk away, i find myself turning back again. I hate myself for being like that. If only you knew how i've been feeling. Then you wouldn't just be here only now. Cause it's too late.