Wednesday, September 12, 2007

no moRe the same love foR yoU

I've been feeling extremely tired when i return from school the past few days. Not sure exactly why. I guess it mainly because i've been sleeping very late in the night. It's not that i want to sleep very late. But i just can't help it cause it's like already a habit. However, lately i've been struggling to even fall asleep. Last night i laid at my bed at around 12mn. I tosed and turned, go to the washroom several time but still, i'm unable to sleep. And i finally managed to fall asleep at 2 plus. I thought i would have a deep sleep but my brain was still functioning so i had a dream. Well, the dream was awesome. Dreamt of SUN. The moment i woke up, i felt that i was missing her very much. I do. Haha. Can't wait for the next time she returns :) Anyway, i woke up at 6am when usually i'll wake up at 7.10am on Wednesdays. Had to get up early to continue studying my Chemistry. In the end, face the paper and my mind went "BLANK!". I suppose the Chinese paper wasn't so bad. For the first time, i wrote so much. Just praying that i didn't write out of point. Well, it wasn't as bad as i thought i would be. I'm so glad that tomorrow's an off day for me. No paper = No school! I've really got to make full use of tomorrow to study. Cannot waste another day. And of course i want to rest as well.
Was praying last night. Prayed for my family. The moment i started praying for them, tears kept flowing down my cheeks. Something that i've not exactly experienced before. As usual, i did my QT in the toilet. Though i really don't like doing it there, but it's has already been like my hiding place. Everytime i pray and all, i do feel the presence of God and i love that toilet! HAHA!