Monday, September 10, 2007

back into the light

First and foremost, i just want to take this chance to thank YUFEN!!! Thank you for talking to me since Saturday. Appreciate it! Love ya, babe! :)

I've been mediating on Duet 31:6 ever since Yufen encouraged me to be of good cheer. I felt God speaking to me to turn to this verse and i am truely encouraged. The Word of God brings lots of comfort. Last week, i experience how much Fear can grip my heart and cause me to be blinded from my dreams and desires. I realised how much i've drifted away from God. It's time to set my priorities right again. And it's also time to cut off sorces of distractions. I guess it's more of people who has made me someone i shouldn't be or pulls me down. As i reflected on my life, i got a shock by how much i've change. Not to the better actually. I don't want anyone to affect my walk with God and those who cause me to compromise in my character.

The desires of writing songs and poems for people, the longing for more inspiration from the Holy Spirit is starting to arise in me again. I love this feeling. This is my goal for each day and that is to SMS someone a poem or something that will make them happy!

Today was really pretty much a long day. Had 3 papers. After English paper 2, i was feeling so tired and drained out already. Maths paper was tough. I wanted to jump into the pond. Didn't manage to finish the paper. Left one more question. It okay. At least i get to experience how Os will be. I've got to work really hard from now. Just want to thank God for strength. Was on the phone with Yufen until 2plus in the morning then i slept. God multiplied my sleep! Although i was feeling sleeping, but it's when i'm weak, He is strong. So, i didn't fall asleep even when i finished doing my papers. I want to increase my dependence on God more than ever before!