cRied.

My eyes are kind of swollen now. Was crying the whole night. I'm not exactly sure why. But my heart was in pain. So many thing went through my mind. Studies, family, "him"... And i've not come to a conclusion for everything. I guess i'm pretty much tired of everything already. Especially studies. Sigh. I also don't know what am i suppose to do now. Had bad dream last night as well. But i can't really remember now though it was just about an hour ago that i woke up. It had something to do with Netball, studies, family... Haha. Although it may sound okay, it was really a bad dream. But i dreamt of a lot of people i miss. Especially my team-mates. It's so different without them now. If only i could turn back time for awhile. Oh well. Those has become memories for me. Having a headache now. Going to leave house soon for school. I've Chinese remedial. After that i'll most probably stay in school for awhile to do my work. Hopefully i will. If not i guess i'll be coming home to rest.

Just let me sleep. Cause in my dreams i see you smiling at me. In my dreams i'm with you.