My past few enteries are very short. Didn't know what to enter. I guess my mind was pretty much blocked and perhaps i also disn't feel like blogging. But well, i guess today i can think of more things to blog about.
Slept late and woke up early. Was kind of half dead when i woke up. The weather was awesome for long sleeps. But i couldn't enjoy that today. But it's ok cause i attended something better- the tangilble presence of God. What can compare to having an encounter with God?! Service felt very long but it was a GREAT service. After service when to Bedok to surprise Andrew as it's his birthday. Bump into WeiZhi in MacDonald's. Yup. We played with the cake that we bought. Everyone was smashing cake on each other. Haven't done that for a long long time. It's only with E308 where such things always happen. Can be scary. But it just brings so much joy to be with them. Yesterday was 'So you think you can sing?'. Pastor Zhuang preached about dreams and areas which can rob us from our dreams and visons. One of which is 'Friends'. I realised that i haven't been choosing the right friends for the past few years. Instead of being with friends that will encourage me to work towards my dreams, i have been among people who has put me down and blind my imagination of what i can do for God. And yesterday, i decided that enough is enough. No more of such things. I want to do more for God. Yes, fulfil the cultural mandate but like what Pastor Derek preached today, i should be influencing people and not the other way around. This means more commitment. But i don't ever want to be afraid of commiting my time, finances and so on.
Well, 3 more days of Prelims. And then Thursday and Friday i need not go to school. Going to catch up on my sleep and i can spend time in my secret place with God. I just can't wait for this week to be over. But that would mean 1 week closer to O levels. I am ready to work hard.