What can i do?

It was a fast day in school. During Art, i went to the art room to look for Jin Lian. Talked about Derence. She said a lot of GOOD things about him and encouraged me to give it a chance with him. But i know that now, i really don't want to be distracted. I don't even know if i still like him. I guess he came at the wrong time. Jin Lian say i choose also never choose correct one and end up with Wei Zhi last time. But i didn't know Wei Zhi was that sort until that night at fisherman when Arnold told me. But it's over anyway. But now, i guess i don't like anyone. For Derence, i won't ask him to wait for me or what. I'm just happy to know him. I'm satisfied having my Jesus in my life.