hopeless

It's my dad's birthday. Everything was going alright until... My mum came home. Started yelling as if it's her birthday. As usual, i will never take a step out of the room if she starts screaming and banging. Not long, she came into the room and again scolded me for my brother's mistake. I've become very afraid of staying at this house. I won't be surprise if i flung my exams this year and become insaint because of her. I've been driven close to it already. I've got nothing to say cause sometimes there's no point in saying it anyway. Just feel like running away and isolate myself. Extremely tired. Come back have to face this kind of shit from them. Study also have to study under my block. I mind as well live in the streets. I feel homeless even when i've got something over my head. Doesn't feel right. SIGH. i'll just write till here. Rather not say how i feel now.