Regret..

I don't know why i'm feeling this way. The feeling or running away and leaving everything behind. The feeling of not wanting anything but happiness. In school, i feel as if i'm just wasting everyone's time. Especially my parents. I've let them down big time. Can't even excel in my studies to make them proud of me. Why does all this be me? I really want to leave all this and run away.Perhaps i'm just unable to face it now. I just wish that timw could wait for me. But i still can't catch up with time. I just miss the one who i love. But i can't tell him. Everything seems to be in a mess again all because of me.. Ahhh!! Hate it...!! If only you could be here to see me cry. But there's a boundary i can't cross.