Woke up today and i realised that my parents were scolding me. Even before i could get up, they're already scolding me? What in the world is their promblem? Gosh! Went out to staudy for awhile. If i continue staying at home, i guess i'll probably be dead by now. Came back in the evening. Parents then came home, they were like, "you're at home?" Like duhh!! They never even give me allowance and i had to use the money that i'm saving to see a doctor. Lunch was also on someone else. So, they didn't get me dinner while they got the little emperor Long John. So didn't speak to any of them for the rest of the night. And i don't want to. They could even forget that i exist. Oh well, that's not unusual. I really don't know what to do now. I know that i've been avoiding calls from certain people. But it's not that i want to. It's just because i don't know how to express how i feel. I'm just feeling very confused and stressed. Not over my studies, but over my life. I really wish i could find the words to say but i can't.. What am i suppose to do now?? My life's a complete mess..
