I was just reading my bible and i came to this verse and it spoke to my heart. Psalm 31:24 "Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart, All you who hope in the LORD." The verse is still attached to my heart. There were many times along this race that i seriously wanted to give up because of various reasons. But the word that Yufen always tell me never fails to renew my thinking is always be of good courage. I want to be stronger in the area of my thoughts and emotions. Although they are so much better than i was before, still i want to breakthrough in this area everyday and not let my emotions control me for even a moment. Cause i can choose how i feel during each situation.
Yesterday was simply amazing.. Service was awesome, prayer meeting was refreshing. And God really knows the desires of my heart. Haha. I guess only Joanne and Yufen will know why, cause, i obviously told them. Haha. I had a heart-racing moment. Thank You, Jesus!!!
To Jansen: (If you ever read this) I just want to tell you that i am SO SO SO SO proud of you!! Your courage to come for cell group meeting last week really touched me. I believe that even as you continue to be hungry(spiritually) you will receive your breakthrough. Soon, you'll be able to come for cell group meetings and service more freely. All the way!!
That was rather random but that was on my mind at that point in time so i just typed in. Anyway, last week i told myself that i want to sleep early and wake up early. Although it wasn't within the timings i mentioned, but i made improvements. You can't expect me to change immediately, can you? Well, i made great improvements. I wake up before 11am every morning.. Good, right? I no longer wake up at 2pm and sleep at 4am! I want to slowly develop good sleeping habits- sleep early, wake up early.
It's really been such a long time since i put one my sports shoes and go for a run or gym. Now, i don't any sports shoes to wear. I used to have like 5-6 pairs but i have no idea where they went to.. I'm trying to persuade my mum to get me one so as to motivate me to put them on and exercise. I've put on a rather huge amount of fats on my body and i can't get rid of them without a pair of sports shoes. So, if God is speaking to you to get me a pair, please please do not harden your heart. Your reward is in Heaven.
Well, tomorrow I'm going to spend some time revising my work. I pray that i won't feel sleepy when i start.. If not... Another will be wasted.
Alritey, that's all for tonight. Loves!
