When I Said Goodbye

I was just trying to get to sleep. But there were too many things on my mind. And this song just crossed my mind.

"When I Said Goodbye"

I said too much, went way too far

It's only now, now we're apart

That I can see I was wrong

And you're where I belong

So please don't make me cry

I know you don't believe it

But I really didn't mean it

When I said goodbye

(When I said goodbye)

I was a fool, now I'm alone

Would you have stayed

Stayed if you had known

That every thought is of you

Hurt is all I can do

Without you in my life

I know you don't believe it

But I really didn't mean it

When I said goodbye

I can't bear to watch you fly

I need you in my life

Don't say goodbye

Let's give love another try

It used to be that you and me

Was all we needed to know

I can't believe you're leaving

And I can't live my life alone

We've changed so much

And still love remains

Let's work it out

There's no need to turn the page

You're love is everything

Don't let go, we can win

If we would only try

I know you don't believe it

But I really didn't mean it

When I said goodbye

(Goodbye)

(When I said goodbye)

That's why I've also changed the song on my blog. I suppose this song some what express what I'm feeling now. More or less. Oh well.. Just feel kind of lost now. The feeling of not being sure what the meaning of my life is troubling me. Not sure where else i can pour my feelings. Sometimes i wonder if i can really express everything here. So what if i do? Haha.. Just don't seem to have any social life.. Apparently, i guess it's through such times that i know who really do care or even are my friends. And i suppose, things seemed to be appearing the other way around. The people who i thought would come to my mind first didn't. And the ones who i don't expect, comes to my mind. Haha. It's funny! Really.. I think i odd to "reorganize" my priorities.. Shouldn't keep pouring so much of my time, finances and energy. But like that, also not right.. Sigh. So confused. I feel like going for a run now.. If only the beach was near my house.. I seem to be able to pour out all my tears there and come back feeling much better..

Well, I'm going to go try sleeping again. Just find it really hard to to sleep at this timing..!