Saturday, July 12, 2008

The Will To Carry On

It has been rather mentally torturing the past week. Especially last night. I just wanted to give up this race that i've been running. Well, tired isn't an excuse. But i just felt like i didn't want to do this anymore. Today, i told myself that i must get something out of the Cell Group meeting. And indeed i have. It was simply amazing..!! Well, at least for me, it was. So anyway, after the meeting, we went to the hawker to eat. Special thanks to Yufen and Joanne for the chicken rice. I appreciate it. As usual, i couldn't finish all my food so gave them to Hexing. Thank you for always helping me eat my food. Haha.. Oh man.. And now, those who were at the table knows who i like all thanks to my beloved Yufen and Joanne.. Ahh!! Please keep it a secret for me.. After eating, i went back to Tampines with Yufen.

Decided to call my mum and asked her where she is. So, in the end, i met my mum and dad to eat Japanese food. Awesome! I don't have to pay. Besides, i don't have money.. Was so full... I had a great time with my parents. On top of that, i want to spend more time with them and show them that i really do care. And for the past week, i didn't even go out. Well, except to meet John to pass him his rugby ball. And that was just 2 hours out of the house. I wondered how i survived the 5 days at home. But i really thank God that during this 5 days, it was fantastic at home. No scoldings, no nothing. It was so peaceful.. First time. Hopefully it'll continue on this way.


To be continued...


I just came home. Went to meet Joanne and Wei Ren. And Yufen was at Coffeebean with her friends and thus, saw her. Anyway, i decided to blog again because i just saw my handphone bill and it's only $18.83!!! I'm so proud of myself! Unbelievable!! I'm so going to ask for a reward from my mum. Haha.. This is some kind of record! I deserve a reward.

The End