It hasn't been easy for me this week so far. But i really want to thank God for carrying me through so far. Really thank God for His strength and grace.
I almost went "crazy" at work on Monday. The auntie i'm working with is drving me insant! I felt like putting my head throught the wall! But really thank God i did not explode in front of her. I was having an inner explosion! Anyway, you think that's bad? Something even worse happened. There was something wrong with the NETS machine and in the end my costomer did not pay a cent for the dress she bought i now i have to pay $50 for her. Am i generous or what? Gosh! $50 gone just like that (snap!). Heart very pain.
Yesterday, was suppose to give Angel salvation Bible Study before prayer meeting. But apparently, Hexing left his file which contains the notes with his friend, so we couldn't give. Then, we had prayer meeting at Riverwalk with Pastor Zhuang. It was awesome..! I felt as if it was on the day of Pantacost and we were in the upper room. The presence of God was undeniable. Time passed so fast. I thought an hour passed but 2 hours flew. It was just amazing. And i feel an unsatisfaction in my spirit. I just want to know God even more. I want to see myself experiencing a revival. I want to see my Connect Group experiencing a revival!! I really believe that a new wave of revival is coming into E308. And i want to be ready went it comes.
I struggled out of bed today. Was feeling really tired. But i managed to drag myself out. Headed off to work and i immediately played Sun's CD in case i feel like putting my head through the wall. After 5 minutes in the shop, she really drove me crazy again. I don't know how to tell you what she did to make me angry. But at that moment, i just know it. Anyway, to cool myself down, i walked the opposite direction of where she is and started to sing along. Then, an angel walked pass my shop. Charmaine(Lun)!!!! She saved the auntie's life. Haha. If not i would have "stanggled" her. So anyway, she came here to meet a client. We shared a few words before she headed back to her office. She made my day. But, nevertheless, the auntie still made me really upset. Went she went out of the shop to go for a walk, i thought i could cool down. But suddenly, i had a serious chest pain. I could barely breathe. And i almost fainted. All i could do was to sit at the counter and grasp for air.It was a horrible feeling. Then, finally, work's over. And here i am. Feeling hungry now. Very hungry! But i'm still trying to do things so i can relax. I'm not exactly very good with stress management (obviously). And tomorrow i still got to work! Morning shift some more! I can't work for work to be over. Then i can meet Jo, Hexing and Seekiang! That is my only motivation to get me throught the day of work. Haha. Told my boss i wanted to quit on Monday. But she didn't want/allow me to. Haha. I feel so valuable. Anyway, i guess i will be working for quite some time since that's the case.
All right, enough of trying to think of what to blog about. I hope that this is long enough. I'm going back to watching shows on Youtube. :)
