Today(Friday) has been one of the most amazing days of my life. Although it was really tiring for me, it was on the other hand very fruitful.
Woke up early to go Singapore Poly to meet Abigail. Had a great time chatting and taking photos. Haha. Eventhough it was a sacrifise of my sleep and finances, it was worth it. So at around 1 plus, i headed down to City Hall to get the birthday gift for some of the members. Had a hard time choosing. In the end, i bought a pair of slippers and a wallet from TOPMAN. Overshot budget. Oops! Really cant help it. So after getting the presents from Marina Square, i walked over to Funan. Waited for Angel there for an hour to give BS. But it was awesome as well. It was more of sharing rather than preaching. I was also reminded of my first love for Jesus. I can't imagine my life without Him now. I'll be living a horrible life. (Thank You Jesus for saving me. I love You!). After BS, wen back down to City Hall MRT control to meet the rest of the Cell Group members. As usual, we went to Marina Square foodcourt to eat. It was a great time of fellowship.
After dinner, it was time for Prayer Meeting. I can't begin to explain how awesome it was. We were supposed to pray right? Haha. The flow of the Holy Spirit was different. In the end, we were worshipping and just edifying each other. We were all on our knees crying and crying. The love of God was so strong in the room. It's been so long since i really got myself soaked into the presence of God and cried in this manner. But it was simply amazing. This song touched my heart and i kept crying whenever we sang it.
O Lord Your Tenderness
Melting All My Bitterness
O Lord I Receive Your Love
O Lord Your Loveliness
Changing My Unworthiness
O Lord I receive Your Love
O Lord I receive Your Love
O Lord I Receive Your Love
After it was over, Jo, Hexing and i broke out into "Holy laughter". Non-stop! And it's also been such a long time since i last laughed like that. I felt an overwhelming joy. I felt "retartedly happy". How i wish you were there to experience what we experience. Really, one moment in God's presence is better than anywhere else. Time passed so fast. Close to 2 hours gone by just by us worshipping and singing. I'm so blessed. I was reminded of a quiet time i did some time back. I asked God how can He ever use someone like me, imperfect, not talented, no brains, can talk, a failure. And how can i do something great for Him when the ones who i love calls me, "good for nothing" and "useless". And God told me that He'll make full use of me. All i knew as that i am willing to be used. I know now that through me, the people around me can see that God is real, and in my weaknesses, He is strong. Tonight is one of the nights that i will never forget. I didn't want to stop. I just wanted to stay right there. It's so addictive!
I can't wait for Cell Group meeting now! It's just 12 hours away! I believe it's going to be another awesome time soaking in God's presence!
