The past week was really tough for me. After getting the result that my application to RP wasn't successful, i sunk into "depression". Honestly, i was really sad. I didn't want to do anything. I know that there are so many mistakes i did. But there is one choice that i cannot get wrong and that is i can choose to be happy inspite of the the bad situations i'm going through. I have got no idea what is going to happen next. However, everyday i have to make the choice to be happy. Even if i'm placed into a circumstance which causes me to be upset or even depressed, i just got to tell myself that i can choose to be happy. Many times, i used to take advantage of problems and give the excuse of my depression. But, everyone has the choice to choose to be happy. A person who feels lonely has only one thought and that is nobody cares for him. However, he does not choose to accept that the truth is that there are people who really care. While i was in the shower, i told God that whatever it is, i just want to be the best i can to bring glory to Him. I know i'm not smart or talented, but i'm willing.
Well, i've got work tomorrow. It's going to be an exciting day because after work i have to fly over to Suntec office for Prayer Meeting! I pray that God will send me an angel to drive me out of the "ooo loo" workplace. And i pray that i will really be able to get my pay cheque by tomorrow!! I'm in need of money. I don't want to live in lack anymore. I want to walk in adundance. There's so many things i want to do! Haha.. I pray for a pay rise! Amen!
Well, i have to go sleep now too. If not i'll look like a zombie tomorrow! Haha..
