We could be wonderful.

I guess i'm really happy now. Derence messeged me. Have been sort of waiting for him to messege me. And... He did! He said he missed me and have been thinking about me the whole day. I wish i could tell him that also. But must control. Don't know why also. But i really have been thinking about him the whole day. Must i told myself that i cannot start the conversation with him. He's at his class chalet. Wei Zhi is there too. Sigh. I'm not sure if i've really gotten over him. Cause every time i see him, my heart hurts. Slap me! Why am i thinking about this kind of things now? I've got to wake up really early tomorrow.Going to reach Expo at 7am. I can't even remember when was the last time i reached at that time. It was a long long time ago. Sigh. I got a feeling that i got kicked out of Choir. I don't know how to express myself. To be honest, i'm really sad. Cause i've always wanted to be there. But for the past few months, i haven't been serving. When i see that my Cell Group only left Yufen and Joanne doing everything, i can't bring myself to serve and leave the Cell Group like that. I guess my heart is in the Cell Group ba. But i love singing. And.. Sigh. Nevermind. Yufen, you'll read this right? I don't know how to tell you this also. But once you read, you'll know. Yup.