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Took these photos at airport Mac. I think i was too stressed until i wanna be Mac-Girl. Haha. New superhero! I've got 10 more hours to my Chinese 'O' levels paper. I've never been so scared before. And now, everytime i think about it, i would cry cause i feel that no matter how much i give my best, it's never good enough and i'm really scared of failing again. Especially in my studies. How i wish i'm "talented" in my studies and not anything else. I wants brains. And i can't find mine.That's why i look like that(picture). I need a miracle! God... I need You. No matter how hard i study, when the results are out, it's never good. But tomorrow's paper is really important to me. I've never studied Chinese like how i am now and... I just want to do well in my studies, this year, for once.I wish that the paper will faster be over.
I've been communicating with Derence a lot this few days. Partly because sometimes i don't know who to turn you and he's has been around. He's been helping me in my Chinese also. But i can't like him. It'll be weird. He's Wei Zhi's best friend. And besides, i can't get myself into another mess. (Sigh) What am i suppose to do now?? Back to studying again.. Derence also asked me to wake up at 5am tomorrow to study. He'll be waking me up. SIGH..