Hungry..

Sigh.. I'm so hungry now. Haven't eaten the whole day except for recess. Didn't meet Yufen and Jasmine. If meet then thet'll probably be late for their bible study. Went down to see what's there to eat but i discovered nothing. I don't know what to eat also. But i'm really hungry. Perhaps now no appetite. Been forcing food down my throat this few days. Eat for the sake of eating. But everytime i finish eating, i feel like throwing up and sometimes i do. Not that i want to, of course. It been like that since early last year. Guess i'm just stress. And i'm still not totally over WZ. I'm getting over it but not as fast as i hope it would. This whole week have been seeing him cause i have at least 4 hours of Chinese lesson. And he sits in front of me. When he turns to talk to his good friend, he has to look at my direction. So how to not be distracted? But there's nothing left i can do. If only i treasured him in the beginning. This wouldn't happen if i didn't break off with him the first time. I gave up so much yet.. Sigh. All these doesn't matter anyway.