I'm feeling very hungry now. Not because it's my nature to feel hungry all the time. But really, i haven't eaten all day. It seems like every time when i am at home, i only eat one meal. Which is either lunch or dinner. Sometimes both. Now, financially very tight. Actually, nothing tight cause i don't have anything in my wallet. I'm waiting for Daddy to come home so that i can eat. He is my hero!
Was suppose to go over to NTU today to learn the board games that we're playing this Sunday after service. But didn't go over because things have not been very good at home. Ah boy's teacher called again as he was caught smoking. If i go out, i think when i come back will get shot by my Mum. My brother hasn't been at home lately. He comes home very very late so i got to be at home if not we'll both get worse shots. So, since I'll be out tomorrow, i better stay at home today. At least during the evening to check whether Mummy's mood is okay. So far, so good. The weather at home is cooling. Haha.. Hopefully, for the rest of the night, it'll stay this way.
Well, I'm feeling much better these 2 days. Not so "moody" anymore. Well, i don't want to think so much either. Cause sometimes my imagination can go wild which isn't a good thing for me. But, i just want to continue to stay positive towards things. And breakthrough! In fact, I'm kind of feeling happy now. No specific reasons. It's true, the circumstances around me won't change until my thinking changes. And these few days, this has been a reality in my life.