As usual, i spent the past 2 nights scaring myself for nothing. Today i had my English Oral Examination. Last night i had a tough time getting to sleep. I managed to fall asleep at 12.30am. But lo and behold, i woke up at 1am. I just couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned on my bed. After struggling for 45 minutes, i ran to the toilet and threw up. I know in your mind you must be thinking that this is super 'kua zhang'. But i was really that nervous. I tried to get as much rest that i could in the morning before i left house. Anyway, i was too lazy to figure out how to get to the school even though it's very near my house. So i took a cab down which cost me $4.10. It's alright. The school was really big and clean. So unlike my previous school. I was really early. But anyway, i didn't open my big mouth until it was my turn. I was the 5Th person. It was really heart-wreaking. While i was waiting for my turn, there were 2 guys near me, 1 spinning his pen, the other playing with his IC. Each time the pen or the IC drop, i feel as if my heart skipped a beat. Anyway, it was time for me to prepare. And worst of all, i wasn't able to read aloud during the 10 minutes of preparation. I never heard of this kind of things before!! That's because everybody is in the same room. So weird.. So i only could read silently. At that moment, i was as nervous already. I kept praying in my heart. I think I'm really not smart, got no talent. But the only thing i know how to do is pray. I went into the room. And the moment i spoke, i realised that i had barely any voice. In fact, i sounded as if i had a bad sore throat. I got a shock! All in all, i think i didn't pretty well, just that 5 minutes before that, i remembered that there was a picture discussion. Haha. I totally forgot about that. Other than that, i just kept smiling as wide as i could. To think about it, i think i had fun! Weird but true. Thank God that it was kind of easy. Really thank God for His grace and peace. For once when i left the room i felt that i did pretty good. *phew*
Anyway, I'm addicted to the song i posted. I love it! I keep repeating the song. I can't wait to find the song and put it on my mp3. What an encouraging song!! I've lost count on the number of times that i listened to. Oh well, I'm over the moon now that my oral is over! A load of my chest. I can sleep soundly tonight. And then wake up early to go for the final day of Power House.
I'm so excited to hear something from God again. Through these 2 weeks, i grown to love praying. Really. Because I've finally experience prayer is not a one way thing, but it's 2 ways. Having this walk with God is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Honestly, i wouldn't know where i would be without my beloved, Jesus. I'd probably still be running in the streets, getting into troubles and jumping from one relationship to another. Throughout this few years, i really believe that walking with God is a road of transformation.
