I can't begin to explain how amazing today was for me. Well, let me talk about Saturday first.
Had Cell Group meeting at Yufen's house. Anyway, after the meeting, Joanne and me didn't know where to go so we just stayed at Yufen's house to watch show again. I was so tired that i fell asleep on the sofa. I don't know why i often fall asleep on the sofa. It's just so comfortable and nice to sleep on. So anyway, i had a dream- a nightmare actually. Fear and shame just overwhelmed me. And the show that we're watching began to make me feel really scared. I was extremely traumatized by that dream. I couldn't take it anymore so i SMSed Yufen eventhough she was just sitting in front of me. She brought me into the room and she started to pray for me. Tears began to flow from my eyes. I was deeply hurt in my heart. I never thought this nightmare would come back to me again. I didn't even remember it until i dreamt of it again.
Service today was fantastic! Prayer meeting was simply amazing! I can't find the words to describe how i feel towards the prayer meeting. The presence of God was so strong and i fell under the power of the Holy Spirit and broke out into holy laughter. I began to experience and exceeding joy within. Throughout the whole prayer meeting, Pastor Meng was teaching us how to pray and all that. Things that we can do during our own quiet time. Anyway, i am now officially in his fan club!!! Now i can understand why Yufen keeps talking about him. So anyway, after he dismissed us, the presence of God was still so strong in the hall. I was about to break into tears and when i asked Jo if she had tissue, she said she wants to pray for me. And shortly, Yufen joined in. I couldn't control my tears anymore and it just rushed down my cheeks. I feel so free now!! The nightmare i had in Yufen's house no longer and a hold on me. I pray that God will use this area of brokeness to be a blessing to people in future.
Special Thanks:
1. Jesus- Thank You for saving me. I cannot imagine what my life would be without you. You never fail to make feel so precious to You. Eventhough life isn't a bed of roses, You still make it worth living for. I never want to live one day without You. Jesus, i love You.
2. Yufen- Where can i begin to thank you?! Thank you for always being her for me when i needed someone. My life was never the same the moment you walked right in. Your love has touched me deeply. Thank you for your love towards me. I love you!
3. Joanne- I really thank God that after so many years, we're still friends. Thank you for being so sensitive to the Holy Spirit to pray for me today. You've made a difference in my life. I love you.
