Thursday, May 29, 2008

Feeling Very Shagged!!

It hasn't been easy for me. Although i've got no school and all. I'm still doing a lot of things. And now, i'm feeling extremely tired.

Anyway, i went for a leadership camp in Punggol Primary School on Monday and Wednesay. On Monday, i woke up at 5.30am. It's been so so long since i last woke up at this kind of timing. Got ready and met Audrey to take a cab down. First day at the camp and i was already feeling tired. Lynn and i almost fell asleep during a talk. But we pulled through. During the workshop session, i got a call from work and they said i'm needed at work the next day which i was suppose to stay over and help out in the camp. I was furious! I was on the verge of scolding the accountant. I let Pauline know and took off after the kids were asked to go and sleep. Went to work on Tuesday and i was still frustrated. So, i told the bosses that this week will be my last week of work. I don't want to work anymore. I can't stand doing things last minute or being informed of things last minute. It makes me mad! They were shocked but i didn't care. Oh well.. On Wednesday, i woke up early again and took a cab down to the school for the last day of the camp. And guess what, my team won FIRST! So proud of them.. The kids made the trainers feel like a star. They ran after us for our autographs. They were really fantastic. I already miss some of my team people. But anyway, many of the kids got my MSN. So.. Can still contact them. Let me show you some of my favourite kids.

He's my favourite, Kryan..!!

That's my team student leader, Yan Bo and Adli from another team. Love them too!

After the camp, took a cab home again. Man... I've been spending a lot on cabs. Managed to catch a nap when i got home. Was about to leave the house and my mum came home. Started yelling at me for no reason. Well, once again, she said things that really broke my heart. Eventhough i'm used to them, each time she uses those words, they still hurt me. I left my house in tears. I honestly felt very lost in my life. As i walked over to TP to meet Jo, many thoughts flooded my mind. I teared on the bus as well. Reached Orchard but my mood wasn't very good still. Throughout the whole night, i seriously felt very down. I really tried my best to hide it. But when i got home, i was once again in tears. My eyes began to swell.

I'm really tired after a long week and tomorrow i still have to work. But praise God it's my last day! But now, i feel extremely shagged. God, strengthen me..!!