Wednesday, August 15, 2007

No more will left to fight.

School was very short today. Lessons ends before we can complete our work. Have been having a lot of test from Ms Tan. And in every test, i'm unable to complete my answer cause i write too slow and take too long to think. But anyway, i still managed to pass. So i don't have to copy 5 pages. I was so sleepy during English. I slept at around 2am last night cause i couldn't sleep. Guess i'm still very trouble over my results. Just don't seem to have anymore will left to fight on in my studies. A sudden thought of dropping out from school came to my mind in the afternoon. I'm not even sure if i can pass. Talk about doing well. Who am i fooling?? Oh well. Until now, my parents don't even know about my results. Don't plan to tell them unless they ask. Which eventually they will cause my cousins who are in the same school as me also got back their results and.. Pressurizing.

Came home after school and fell flat on my bed cause i was super tired. Studied awhile before i started using the computer. Not sure what i'm going to do later. Mayb i'll watch TV till 10pm then start doing some work again. Still got work to do also. The proudest thing i am of is my HP bill. Recieved it today. And it's $39.37. Unbelieveable! It's a good thing. Manage to escape a lecture from my mum.

To "you know who you are": Thank you for standing by me the past few months. I really am very thankful to have you in my life. Though i only started talking to you this year, my life has never been the same since. You've brought so much encouragement the past 2 days. Thank you for being so understanding! Where else can i find someone as understanding as you? A BIG hug to you!