Well, 2008 wasn't very fantastic for me. And i didn't exactly started 2009 very well. But God has been faithful. God back my results yesterday. It isn't great but I'm all right with it, considering that i was on my own. My parents are happy about it, especially Poppy. I'm glad that he's happy. Cause he has always been worried about me and my studies. And for once, i really wanted to make him happy. Thank God he's easy to please. If not I'll break his heart again. :)
Things at home has been a roller coaster ride. Constantly my Poppy and Tigs shouting. Sigh. Like me when i was younger. Just that it was Mompy and me. Now the other way round. I pray things will get better. And I'm glad that my brother is now trying to quit smoking.. Don't know whether real or not. Anyway, i just can't wait to go shopping this Saturday with my family!
And.... JOANNE will be coming back next week!!!!! Finally!! Haha. My dearest lightning rod. Hee!
Oh, and see, i woke up early again today! Not bad right? I'm trying to wake up early. Raymond said that i sleep a lot and only limit me to sleep 9 hours everyday. Why?! Sleep is one of God's best creation! Haha. (Self-deception) But one bad thing is that i still always sleep pretty late. Haha. But I've got no problem falling asleep. Because i still do chat with God on my bed. Not that He is boring. But I want my Heavenly Poppy to put me to sleep. I'm like an overgrown baby! *tsk* Don't think I'll be growing up so fast. Cause I'm always His little girl..
As I grow, I need your thoughts to guide me. I feel your love inside like vertigo. In your arms, you see the child within me. Embrace me then release me when I'm ready to let go.