Madness.

It's been a pretty long while since i last blogged. I have a very lousy reason for that. It's because I've been busy with a game on Facebook which I'm very addicted to. So i was too lazy to blogged cause i felt that every minute i have is very important. Especially to level my pet and get lots of coins. I decided to slow down and continue blogging again.

On Friday, went to meet some of the members to Clark Quay for dinner. And guess who we got to see. Michelle Chia and Thomas Ong. Wow! They were like sitting about 1.5m away from our table. Michelle is a real beauty and her legs are never ending. Really. And Thomas is just HOT! And we bumped into them again when we were going back later in the night because they went there to film a show. So, i guess they will be on the next drama series together acting as a couple i suppose. And that night, i had a shock. Raymond suddenly asked me if i have someone in mind. I almost got choke on my ice mocha. I honestly don't have anyone now. Well, i guess the rest of the conversation is quite obvious. I don't have to type it all down. It's embarrassing.. And this chorus from a song popped into my mind.

Gotta be a man who's there for me

Somebody who will always care for me

No doubt in what you've gotta do

No class, no pass

No room for you

If you wanna be my Mr. Right

You've gotta know what I need tonight

Be mine, can't be no other way

No creep, no peep

And a whole lotta nothing

Caught Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa on Saturday afternoon with the kids and Daniel.

Well, i was so sleepy. I slept for only about 5 hours that night and my nose was leaking. I was so tempted to sleep in the cinema. But the thought of paying $10 for that movie, i had to stay awake! So expensive! Quite a nice show. Common grace can be seen in the show. Learnt a lot. After the movie, brought the kids to the playground and then played in the arcade. They have so much energy. I feel so old there. After that, went down to Yufen's house. stayed there till about 11pm then i headed home. Had a tough time sleeping again last night because my nose is still leaking. I need my beauty sleep tonight! I'm going to get it no matter what.

Pastor Tan preached about thanksgiving today during service. And I'm reminded of everything that God has done for me. God is really good. I'm so thankful for many things. But it'll take very long if i were to type them down.

Love You More.

You can make the sun turn purple

You can make the sea turn turtle

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

You can turn wine into water

Turn sadness into laughter

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the sky fall down

Let the leaves turn brown

Still you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the redwoods die

Let the wells run dry

Still you know you can never make me

Love you more

You can make dew into diamonds

Or pacify the lions

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

You can make me dance to order

My self hung torn and quartered

But you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the new day hide

Leave the scars inside

Still you know you can never make me

Love you more

Let the rain pour down

Let the valleys drown

Still you know you can never make me

Hey you know you can never make me

Love you more

Well well well, i had a last minute call from Yufen to go JB yesterday morning. I was sleeping until i had the shocking phone call. I'll be more happy to have more of such calls. Can't wait to have another getaway! Haha. Sadly, we didn't take any photos. Oh my goodness, we didn't take any photos! Why?! It's okay.

Anyway, i stayed at home the whole day today. Was inspired by Yufen to clean my house. And i did. My mum came home and was shocked to see the house so clean. Especially when i'm the one who cleaned the house. I'm always too lazy to even mop the floor. But today, man.. i'm so proud of myself.

I've been watching Charmed lately. Missed the old times watching in front of the television at 10pm watching this on Channel 5. I'm starting from Season 1 again. Loving it! Can't stop watching! I catch about 6 episodes a night. Alritey, i'm going to continue watching again!

Long Week.

Well, it has been a long and amazing week. Well, can't exactly remember what i did on Monday. Tuesday, went to do visitations on the Primary 6s. And i alighted at the wrong stop and i had to walk 3 bus stops. Yufen says I've got her DNA. I didn't expect to have this part of her. Anyway, i did my visitations in 1 hour. After that, i went home.

Wednesday was the start of Asia Conference 2008. So exciting! It was an awesome conference. Anyway, to cut it short. The presence of God was strong. During the prayer meeting on Sunday morning, i was reminded of how Jacob wrestled with God. And how he cried out saying, " I will never let You go until You bless me." And just like Jacob, i never want to let go of God until He bless me. And just like how he was dependant on God, i want to depend on God even more. I'm almost halfway through my 30 days fast. And so far it has been pretty good. But stomach getting kind of weak. Other than that, i'm believeing God for a greater breakthrough as the year comes to an end.

And I've been eyeing on the Light Of the City album for a few days. But have been financially very tight. So couldn't buy. But God is always good. Yufen bought a copy for me! Thank you, Yufen! You're such an angel!

Memories.

Some photos from very long ago. Well, a few months ago. Was waiting for Wayne to send me you see..

Well, didn't do much today. Woke up at 12 noon. Then went to get my heels fixed and then bought some stuff home. Rested awhile and then headed out to do visitations. Was really hungry by the time i got home. And after eating, i'm still hungry now. Craving for Tang Yuan! Weel, tomorrow is the start of the Asia Conference! I'm excited!

Thank you to everyone for your birthday wishes. Take care! (:

Heartbreak Lullaby.

I've tried to get you off my mind

I've tried to play my part

But everytime I close my eyes

You're still inside my heart

Why can't I laugh

Why must I cry

Everytime we say good-bye

Why does it rain

Here in my heart

Everyday that we're apart

Why can't it be

Just you and me

What will it take to make you see

These are the words

To my Heartbreak Lullaby

Heartbreak.

Just came home from the park. But my heart is still crying. Left my house in tears just now. Well, i was already in tears before i left house. It's been some time since i last felt as if my heart really broke. But tonight, i felt my heart shatter. It hurts so bad.. My eyes are so swollen now. But i just can't control the tears that keep streaming down my face till this moment. I never thought things would turn out things way, to this extend. I don't understand.. Can somebody hear my SOS? My heart hurts so badly now..


Feels like I'm walking in the rain. I find myself trying to wash away the pain.


To YOU: I love you.

Packed.

Today was a really long day. Woke up at 6am to prepare to go for my paper. After my paper, i wanted to get my eyebrows fixed. So i walked over to the place where i usually go. But they told me that i have to wait for another 30 minutes.. So, i went to buy some stuff, walked home home to put them down and walked back to the place. Early in the morning and i have already walked so much. After i got my eyebrows fixed, i walked over to 22 bus stop. By the way, it isn't very near. Waited for the bus for like ages.. Took it down to Serangoon. And "hau lah". I got my hair done in 5 hours. It isn't a very big change. Cause of my previous colour which is black, the colour could not appear the way it should have been. Sat until my butt flat. And in total, i washed my hair about 5 times today. I don't have to wash my hair for like the next few days already.. Haha. So gross.. I can't wait to be able to wash my head again.

After doing my hair, i was planning to go home and have dinner. And Yufen messaged me that she's on the way home.. And then she called to tell me that there's no one at home and there's no food. So in the end, i met her for 45 minutes to have dinner together and then she headed down to leader's meeting and i headed home to get my fries and get everything that i needed to do done. And i think i've finish whatever i have to do already! Yay! Well, the rest of this week is going to be packed for me too. I'm so excited!!

Will blog again soon. Well, actually, not so soon. Maybe on Saturday night on Sunday night. This depends on how tired and whether i'm lazy or not. (:

Stressed, released.

I finally managed to upload these photos! It took me the entire night but blogger wasn't really on my side until this morning.

Well, on Sunday, after service, Yufen and I went to JB!! Can you believe it? Of course not on our own. Yufen's mum and our Ah Gong went too! Here are some photos we took.

Does this look like we just woke up?? Haha

We forgot to take photos along the way until at night on the way back to Singapore.

We went there to release stress.. And I can't wait to go again! Yufen, went can we get out of here again?! Haha!!

Today i'm packed. Going for my last paper soon. Then have a 2 long appointments after that. So, hopefully, I can blog about tonight when i get home. (:

You Are My Strength.

I haven't been able to blog properly lately due to various reasons. But, throughout the past 2 weeks, so many things has been happening in my life. I don't know where to start.

Well, I've been transferred to another Cell Group 2 weeks ago. It came to me as a shock cause i was not exactly expecting that to happen. I thought i would be able to transit smoothly, but for the past week, i was struggling in my heart. I guess this is one of the reasons why i'm still awake at this hour even when there is morning prayer meeting in a few hours time. I couldn't get myself to sleep. There were just too many thoughts weighing on my mind. Well, not exactly many thoughts.. Just a few heavy thoughts. And they are enough to keep me awake until now. Even though now both Cell Groups are combining for awhile, it just feels different. But i know that i have to move on. I'm really excited to what God has planned for me in this new Cell Group, however, i honestly feel very nervous. I don't know what to expect anymore.

This week, we've been having morning prayer meeting at Singapore Post. Waking up early has been a challenge since i usually wake up at 2pm everyday. But i really wanted to seek God first every morning. And for the past 4 days, praying in the morning has been amazing. I believe for a greater breakthrough in my personal life as well as my Cell Group.

On Wednesday, Raymond, Daniel and i went to visit the Primary 6 kids. For the first time in my life, i did 5 visitations in just a short 3 hours!! By the time i reached home, i'm totally tired.. However, it was really fruitful. I feel so stretched already..

"God, i need Your strength!"

Actually, there is so much more i want to say, just that this isn't exactly a good place for me to pour out everything.

My lightning rod.. Faster come back! Haha, missing you lots.

Hello God!

I've got a confession to make. I'm crazy over this Korean drama, Hello God. First time!! Haha. So so nice! Have been catching it with Yufen at her place.

And i've found myself a new lover, Yoo Gun! HOT! Yufen can have the other guy. Hee!