Some of the residents from Camp X made their landmarks on me. This is a camp that i will never forget. It's not just the amazing moments in the presence of God and all the fun we had. But it's the extra stuff that i brought home. No, i wasn't willing to bring them back. They just didn't want to leave me. Let me show you what those bed bugs did to my legs. They are different parts of my legs. There were marks on the other parts of my body. But can't post it. Those parts are not meant for you to see. So, i'll just show you what those monsters did to my legs.
Yes, believe it or not, those were some memories i got to bring home. It's driving me crazy cause it is really itchy!!! Thank God i've got long finger nails to help me. But now it's numb with pain after all the scratching.. Have been having a tough time sleeping because every hour in the night i have to wake up to wash my legs to make it feel less itchy..
Well, enough complaining. I know i haven't blogged this month. So, i'm here to catch up. Anyway, it has been an amazing month so far. Been busy but i find meaning to my everyday life. At least i know why i want to live and who i'm living for. The camp not only ignite the fire in me but it also "refreshed" my visions and dreams. I can't begin to explain how i feel. God gave me His best gift which is His life. And in return, i want to give Him my best gift, my life. During the sessions, i can't help but to tell God that i surrender my all. One life, i'm living it all for Him. During the camp, i felt so broken and hungry in my spirit. And now, i still have this longing for more of Him.
Today or should i say yesterday, since it's past 12 midnight, was Father's Day. Pastor preached an amazing message. And once again, it never failed to touched my heart so deeply. My Heavenly Father's love is so amazing. How He is loves me despite everything i've done and who i am. I can't help but to cry. Today, when i came home, i gave my dad a big hug and a big kiss. I love my dad. Not because he always give me what he can. But his love for me. He never fails to encourage me even though many times i fail. He's always willing to give me his best. And for that, i'm forever grateful. I love you very much, daddy.