Heartbeat

"Heartbeat"

Here I am just longing for you once again
If your arms would only let me in
You'd see the mess I'm in
I have dreamed your heart will come and rescue me
Oh baby set me free
Only your love can win

You are only a heartbeat away
Baby and my love one day will find you it will remind you
When it comes your way oh when it comes your way

Here I am my heart in the palm of your hand
Your every wish is my command
Darling understand
If I live a lie
Then all my dreams are doomed to die
Oh baby just let me try
To have my heart's desire

You are only a heartbeat away
Baby and my love one day will find you it will remind you
When it comes your way oh when it comes your way
Ooh but my feelings are in vain
Just like feelings they won't go away
My love remains
In my heart we'll always stay

You are only a heartbeat away baby
And my love one day will find you
It will remind you
When it comes your way oh when it comes your way
You are always in my heart to stay baby
Love comes once in a lifetime
I think its high time
Our hearts beat as one
Our hearts beat as one

Love's Got A Hold On My Heart

"Love's Got A Hold On My Heart"

(Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart)
Love's got a hold on my heart
(Love's got a hold on my heart)

I'm calling out
Won't somebody out there hear my SOS (SOS)
Throw me a life line please, and save me
There's no doubt
Baby, you took me prisoner I confess
When you crossed my defences
And captured my heart

And now it's too late to put up a fight
I thought I was strong but as hard as i try
Can't break away
Darling, there's no way out
Nothing can help me now
Love's got a hold on my heart
(My heart, my heart, heart, heart, heart)
(Love's got a hold of my heart)

There's no escape (there's no escape)
Now I'm like a damsel in distress
Trapped in this fairy tale forever (ooh ooh)
And no mistake
Its tragic but I'll have to face the truth I guess
And live ever more resigned to my fate

Cos now it's too late to put up a fight
I thought I was strong but try as I might
Can't break away
Darling, there's no way out
Nothing can help me now
Love's got a hold on my heart

Yeah, yeah
Love's got a hold on my heart
Hold on my heart

Hold on my heart
(Love's got a hold on my,Its got a hold on my heart)
(Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart)
Oh oh
(Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heart)
Yeah Ooh oh

And now its too late to put up a fight
I thought I was strong but try as I might
Can't break away
Darling, there's no way out
Nothing can help me now
Love's got a hold on my heart
Can't break away
Darling, there's no way out
Nothing can help me now
Love's got a hold on my heart (ooh ooh)
Love's got a hold on my heart

After The Love Has Gone

"After The Love Has Gone"

Here we are, we're perfect strangers
After all this time there's no more you and I
But don't look for blame
We've come so far to different places
And now try to live a lie would be a crime
It's better this way

And we may not have tomorrow
But there's always yesterday

After the love has gone
Only fools carry on
We've been hurting for so long
And we both know that it's wrong
After the love has gone
Then we just don't belong
We both know that it's wrong
After the love has gone

It's clear this far, nothing to say now
We sang alone and tried so hard to play the game
It all ends the same
Just words no more to fill these spaces
When love is gone it's only wrong to try again
I know it's a shame

That we may not have tomorrow
But there's always yesterday

After the love has gone
Only fools carry on
We've been hurting for so long
And we both know that it's wrong
After the love has gone
Then we just don't belong
We both know that it's wrong
After the love has gone

Here we are, we're perfect strangers
And now try to live a lie would be a crime
It's better this way

And we may not have tomorrow
But there's always yesterday

After the love has gone
Only fools carry on
We've been hurting for so long
And we both know that it's wrong
After the love has gone
Then we just don't belong
We both know that it's wrong
After the love has gone

Happy Go Lucky

"Happy Go Lucky"

Love,all my love was yours
Of this I was so sure
I guess I never saw it coming baby
But now I'm over the surprise
I'm wearing this disguise
So everyone can think I'm having fun baby
The world only sees me smiling
My pillow knows the truth at every night
'Cause that's where I hide my sorrow

And they call me happy go lucky
They don't know my heart is dying inside
A smile's a frown turned upside down
I do my happy go lucky so well
I'm even fooling myself

But now I've put it to the test
I know it's for the best
In fact it's good you walked out on me baby
I, I've learned how to survive
Without you in my life
So why am I still talking 'bout you baby
The world only sees me smiling
My pillow knows the truth every night
'Cause that's where I hide my sorrow

And they call me happy go lucky
They don't know my heart is dying inside
A smile's a frown turned upside down
I do my happy go lucky so well
I'm even fooling myself

All my love yours
I guess I was so sure

When I see the morning light
I put on this facade
It's all I have to protect my pride
It's all I've got
This smile is all I've got

And they call me happy go lucky
They don't know my heart is dying inside
A smile's a frown turned upside down
I do my happy go lucky so well
I'm even fooling myself

bed bugs invasion

Some of the residents from Camp X made their landmarks on me. This is a camp that i will never forget. It's not just the amazing moments in the presence of God and all the fun we had. But it's the extra stuff that i brought home. No, i wasn't willing to bring them back. They just didn't want to leave me. Let me show you what those bed bugs did to my legs. They are different parts of my legs. There were marks on the other parts of my body. But can't post it. Those parts are not meant for you to see. So, i'll just show you what those monsters did to my legs.






Yes, believe it or not, those were some memories i got to bring home. It's driving me crazy cause it is really itchy!!! Thank God i've got long finger nails to help me. But now it's numb with pain after all the scratching.. Have been having a tough time sleeping because every hour in the night i have to wake up to wash my legs to make it feel less itchy..

Well, enough complaining. I know i haven't blogged this month. So, i'm here to catch up. Anyway, it has been an amazing month so far. Been busy but i find meaning to my everyday life. At least i know why i want to live and who i'm living for. The camp not only ignite the fire in me but it also "refreshed" my visions and dreams. I can't begin to explain how i feel. God gave me His best gift which is His life. And in return, i want to give Him my best gift, my life. During the sessions, i can't help but to tell God that i surrender my all. One life, i'm living it all for Him. During the camp, i felt so broken and hungry in my spirit. And now, i still have this longing for more of Him.

Today or should i say yesterday, since it's past 12 midnight, was Father's Day. Pastor preached an amazing message. And once again, it never failed to touched my heart so deeply. My Heavenly Father's love is so amazing. How He is loves me despite everything i've done and who i am. I can't help but to cry. Today, when i came home, i gave my dad a big hug and a big kiss. I love my dad. Not because he always give me what he can. But his love for me. He never fails to encourage me even though many times i fail. He's always willing to give me his best. And for that, i'm forever grateful. I love you very much, daddy.