Sunday, October 21, 2007

GOODies from JASMINE

Oh my! I didn't sleep te whole night. I laid on my bed playing 'Snake' on my hadphone. Not because i was addicted to the game but it's because i couldn't sleep and i played that to make myself tired. Apparently, i became very very tired but still, i failed to get some sleep. So, i went for service without any sleep. It's like the worse mistake anyone can make. But, i managed to stay very awake. Right from the start of the service, from the first praise song to the last song of the service, i was in tears. I felt something break in my spirit. I know and i know that my breakthrough is here! Thank you Jesus!
Before service today, Jasmine gave me a bag containing....
Some of my favourite snacks!! But the thing that touched my heart was...
It's a little diary Jasmine made telling me somethings that took place during her week. Although it was about many events in hr life, it touched me because of what she said to me. I never thought she would say those words. Haha. Well, i won't say here. It's our "qiao qiao hua". Hee!
I actually didn't want to talk to her today. Because she "ignored" me the whole week!! But now i know why. It was such a torturous week. It for this surprise. I always tell myself don't give in (as in the play play direction). But i always fail to. I can't help it. This time, i was deeply touched by what she did. Anyway, as i lay on my bed last night, i was actually thinking about my friendship with her. I wondered why i would do so much for someone, willing to put her needs before mine and do whatever i can when she ask. To my realisation, unknowingly, she has already become a part of me. Not to "that extent".. But more of a sister kind of relationship. And i know that i will not be able to treat anyone else the was i treat her. Although there were ups and down in our friendship, she never failed to be patient with me. I wouldn't eschange this friendship with anything else.
To Jas: Thank you for your surprise today. I never expected it.. I can't and don't want to imagine what my life would be without you. You brought in the sunshine into my world. And throughout the past few years knowing you, i learnt a lot of things and one of which is that no matter what kind of circumstances i face, i have the choice to be happy. Yes, it's hard and painful but you showed me that i can still have joy. Without this revelation, i guess i would have continue wlking down my life mourning over each problem. Once again, THANK YOU, JASMINE!!! :)