After so long..

I've been working since last week so was rather busy and wasn't able to blog. Anyway, i'm back for now. Haha.

I wrote something during CG meeting on saturday:
You knew me from the very start
You found me when i couldn't find myself
You calmed the raging sea in me
And healed my every wound
Made my heart whole when it was left broken

You became the strength i depend on
The source of joy in my misery
The cure to my pain
What can i do without you?
Who will i become if you hadn't walked into my life
You're the greatest thing that has ever happened to me

Felt horrible when i woke up today. As in physically. My knee was hurting very badly again and then my back started to hurt. It felt as if i was about to die. But since i'm here blogging, i survived! So in the end, i did not attend service and stayed at home to rest.

I don't know why i keep feeling hungry these few days. Even after eating, i still feel hungry. Looks like i'm seriously going to put on some weight. Haha. I pray my knee will be okay for me to go jogging. Because i know my mouth will never get tired of eating.. :) And i will only be working on Friday this week because the rest of the days got people in the shop so i need not go down. Which means i will only earn... $40 this week!!!!! Oh man! God, multiply my $40.

Well, i just hung up the phone with Weizhi. Was a hilarious conversation. Haha. Better not write it here. I look retarted laughing at myself now!

No date.

Wow.. It's been about 1 week since i last blogged. I suppose there was nothing much for me to write and when i have things to blog about, i'm usually rather lazy. But i decided to enter something today.

Finally, after so long, i went to the gym today. I have not gone for about 2 weeks? Mann... I feel fat! I guess today's session wasn't that bad. Hopefully i'll go again maybe on friday.

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. Looks like i'll be staying at home. Got a few guys asked me out but i didn't want. Too picky. Haha. Besides i probably got an interview tomorrow night to attend. I hope that i can get this job. It's at Century Square. Can save transport fees. Anyway, was thinking about what i did for last year's VD. Went to school of course. But, before school, Weizhi came to my house to give me a box of chocolates and my favourite, big, colourful and heart-shaped lolly pop. I think i came home to sleep after that. Can't really remember. Haha.

Gosh! i seriously got nothing else to say. Have been doing nothing for so long. I wish i could go to school.. Oh well..

Confused with my feelings..

Went out with Juliana, Joel, Joshua Chen and Wei Liang in the evening(Thursday). We went to watch a movie titled 'The Mist'. I hate the show!! At first i thought that it was a nice show but it was really draggy and the ending was really stupid. But i had a great time. After watching the show, Weiqiang and Wilson joined us. We walked to my house coffeeshop to meet Yongle, Louis and Weizhi. Haha. It was 8 guys and 2 girls. It was fun. Like class gathering. Anyway, after eating, we walked over to TP bus stop to send Juliana home. And Weizhi asked me to walk over to 291 bus stop cause he was there waiting for me to walk home together. So the moment Juli left, i quickly walked over before that fellowmakes noise. Haha. Before that, he said he had something to tell me when we were at 7 11. Then he whispered "nothing." So anyway, this time he whisered something but i shan't type it down. But what he said made me happy. Not just that. He said it about 3-4 times which made me even happier.So we walked home together with Louis. After that, Weizhi and i sat under his block to chat awhile. Another thing that made me happy was that he used my tissue paper to fold into roses. So.. I'm happy!! :) He folded 3 for me. After about half an hour, we went back and here i am now.

I've been feeling completely lost. I slept only at 4am in the morning. I clould sleep so i had to cry myself to sleep. I didn't know who else to SMS at that time so i messaged Edna and she did reply but i fell asleep already. Just feel happy just by chatting with her. Great friend! I guess i won' be able to sleep tonight so i'll be watching show again. Can't believe it. I'm actually watching 'Coffee Prince'. Sigh!! But it's a nice show. Funny too!