Over.

It has been a great week so far. Went Jacob's house today together with Daniel and Michelle to give him Bible Study. Woah.. I'm so proud of him! He was so attentive today. As usual, he cooked for us scramble eggs today with cheese. Yummy!! After that, I went dinner with Michelle. We took an hour to think of what to eat because everywhere was either too crowed or was too hot. Haha. Oh well, we managed to settle down and have our first meal of the day. But I'm hungry again!

Tomorrow morning is the first day of morning prayer. I'm really excited! I'm going to wake up early again. It hs been a long time since i last woke up so early. Once my school starts, sadly, i will only be able to go for a short 15 minutes and then rush of to school. Sigh! Must treasure these moments while I'm still on holiday. Haha.

Anyway, before Cell Group meeting last Friday, i was, as usual, playing with my hair. And i got a shock upon looking at the ends of the hair. It was horrible. So i made an impulsive decision. I went straight down tp the salon downstairs my house and asked for a trim. Yes, i asked for trim. But i got 7 cm of cut chopped off. I got a shock! Which part of the word trim did the hair dresser did not understand. Trim means only the most 3cm. But she chopped off 7cm! I almost fainted.. It took me ages to keep to that length. And the worst thing was that it cost me $21. So expensive! Sigh, i can't change it now anyway. So i shall stop complaining and pray that my hair will grow faster.

 

It's the way you make me feel, spinning my world around. Tell me how can i walk away? I'm loving you anyway.

God Has Been Good.

It has been a great week for me so for me so far. Even though i can barely recall what i did.. Oh.. Now i remember. Haha. Lost 2kg on Tuesday.. Haha. Kidding. Went to play basketball with the guys. Had a great time. Have been playing basketball with them for the passed 3 or 4 weeks already.Loving it!

Had bible study yesterday. The presence of God was really strong. Pastor Kenneth challenged all of us to be able to recognize God's voice and to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit. It was great!

And now, I'm here. woke up at 8.30am today. It wasn't on purpose. My brother's phone rang non-stop. And it was LOUD! So i was awakened. And i could get back to sleep. So from just now until now, I've been lying on my bed using my laptop. Haha. I've been rather lazy to use the desktop lately since i could lie on my bed using my laptop. So you can imagine how lazy I've become! Actually, I'm being thoughful.. When i use my laptop, m brother can use the computer.. Excuse!!

Alritey. I'm going to go rest awhile more since i never had proper rest this whole week yet. And then I'm going to go out to do my visitations! Woohoo!!

 

P.S  I just want to say it straight from my heart, "I miss you."

You there?

Today, i went to Jacob's house to give him Bible Study. After Bible Study, Jacob cooked for us omelette which eventually turned into scramble egg. And i must say, "YUMMY!"

After that, we went downstairs to play basketball and a childhood game, crocodile. Haha. It's been years since i last played that.

Headed down to Pasir Ris after that to celebrate Yi Jing's birthday.

*So confused, my heart's bruised. Was i even loved by you?

At Last.

Finally. after so long, I'm using my laptop to blog. Haha.

It was a great Sunday. Went for service with Edwin. Pastor preached a phenomenal message on marriage and it's love busters. Doesn't really apply for me now but it can be applied in the friendships i have with the people around me now. After service, gave Benjamin Bible Study. Was suppose to visit a few other with Raymond but Mompy called and she wanted to meet me. So met her at Expo since she wanted to go for the Robinson sale. After that, head down to Ah Ma's house for dinner. Man. There was so much food.. I love it!! Ah Ma's cooking is the best! I was full to the brim. Finally home now. Actually, reached home awhile ago.

I can't wait to start the week.

:)

7 Days.

It has been a week since i last blogged. Have been rather busy and also lazy. Haha. Well, I've uploaded quite a few photos on Facebook  about the entire week.

Finally get to rest at home today.

I really think that God created the sky for me. I love looking at the evening/night sky. There was a rainbow today too! I love rainbows! Thank goodness i managed to see this rainbow 5 minutes ago. Cause now it's dark and it has disappeared.

Can't wait for service tomorrow!

I Wonder Why..

I thought that maybe before i leave house for the Sentosa outreach, i could blog awhile. I think 'm very bold to only sleep for 10 minutes. Haha.

Anyway, have been busy the past week meeting up with members and doing visitations. It has been really fruitful.

Thinking what I've said doesn't match the title of my post? Well, there's been a question hanging in my mind lately, "What have i done to deserve this silent treatment?"

Alritey, I've got to shutting down the computer now.

 

P.S. I Miss You

Tiring..!!

It was a long long day for me. I just reached home to too long ago. Woke up at 7am to get ready to go to school for enrollment. Daddy and Mummy came along with me. The 3 of us queued for 6 long hours to finish everything. But still, tomorrow i have to settle some other payment. After we settled the things in school, the 3 of us were starving. Ate at Pasta Mania..!! My legs are in pain now..! Came home to rest for about 30 minutes and then i headed out to meet the members for dinner at Bedok. And now, I'm finally back at home!!

So thankful that Daddy and Mummy took leave and accompanied me today :)

2 Days, No Sleep.

I went out on Saturday night after getting a call from Weizhi. Thought it was just a short while. But surprise surprise i stayed out the entire night! Well, we chilled out at Yishun dam. It was a great place to relax. Very stress free. I suppose the mates i was with were really crazy also. Can't wait to get back there and chill again with them.

I haven't slept since Saturday morning. So I'm really really tired now.

After service, Cell group went to Bedok to fellowship. After lunch, followed the guys to Katong shopping centre to play Left 4 Dead..!! My goodness!! I can't believe i played that game!! Haha.. It was really fun! Haha. Now i understand why they love that game so much. After playing for 2 hours, i headed to grandma's place. And I'm finally back at home! Going to sleep earlier tonight..

Movies Mania.

Finally, after so long, i managed to catch some shows that i have been wanting to watched. Managed to watch Sex  And The City online. Oopsy!

 

Slumdog Millionaire is also a very good show. It's so real. And watching this show reminded me of how blessed i am..! Can't imagine if i lived in that country.. This made me appreciate what i have even more. Even the little things. I am really blessed. Thank God for everything!

 

I have been wanting to watch these 2 shows for a very long time!! He's Just Not That Into You and Marley & Me. Met Michelle to watch together. I must say that i simply LOVE it! 2 shows are must not be missed!

  

 

 

I Love Jennifer Aniston!

And she is on ELLE magazine. 40 years old and still so hot! Definitely on of my favorite actress. Actually, she's my favorite!

  

Happy Birthday Raymond!

It was a long but awesome week for me. On Wednesday, after so long, i went for Bibles Study class..! And Before that, there was a rainbow. Beautiful!!

On Thursday, Met Michelle to buy Raymond's birthday present and to do a birthday card/scrap book. We haven't eaten anything for lunch so we ordered MacDonald's! My favorite!  

This is the first part of my master piece. I painted this! Haha. Love the color!

Needed a little bit of inspiration. So.. Haha. Photo taking!

At 2am.

You'll see what happens when you get 2 tired crazy girls!! Haha..

 

Michelle did work at the computer while i was working on the scrap book. It was so funny. Because we were looking for pictures at Raymond's Facebook. But, we could not see his page. Of all the people using Facebook, we just couldn't enter into his profile. So we were waiting and waiting to be able to view his page.

At 3am.

  

Left Michelle's house close to 6am in the morning. Finally, we managed to finish.. Reached home at around 7am. Fell flat on my bed. Didn't sleep a wink. But it was so much fun!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYMOND!

Celebrated Raymond's birthday after Cell Group meeting. Haha. Well, let the photos do the talking..

My AWESOME leader :)

  

N426

The Ladies..

His 'Meh Mehs"'

 

With the makers of this beautiful card..

 

Yay! Mission accomplished Michy!!

My bundle of joy! Love them!

The night was still young. We went to eat prata after that and decided to "exercise"!

So, came home quite some time ago. Great week! I'm going to go catch some rest soon! I'm having eye bags already..! How i love the weekends!

Can't Stop The Pop.

I wanted to blog yesterday when i came home. But i was too tired till i forgot. And by the time i remembered, i was about to go offline and turn in. So, i had to wait till now to blog. Haha.

Anyway, had a great time yesterday. Met up with Michelle, Augustus, Joyce and Ulrica for dinner at white Sands. After having our dinner, we went to the arcade to play. Took some photos. Haha. This is what happen when you run out of credits to play. Haha!

Woke up early today to meet Michelle at Bugis to buy some stuff. But we were early and the store hasn't open. So, we went for breakfast. Can't believe i had breakfast at Bugis. Haha. Anyway, we manage to get our stuff and then we headed down to her house to chill. And, i started taking photos. We were both super tired. Michelle fell asleep but i didn't cause i was watching my show! Haha. So long never catch my shows already cause I've been out in the afternoon. So it's great to be facing a television again.

It finally rained gain. Singapore is like on fire. And the weather is so unpredictable! One minute is burning hot, the next moment the skies turn grey.. Feels as if I'm in a movie. So dramatic. Tomorrow, I've got to wake up early again but I'm so excited! Haha!

:)

Doctor Please.

I did a little bit of research on migraine headaches. And some of the common triggers of it are:

stress

menstruation

skipping meals

too much caffeine

certain foods (alcohol, cheese, pizza, chocolate, ice cream, fatty or fried food, lunch meats, hot dogs, yogurt, aspartame, or anything with MSG, a seasoning often used in Asian foods)

sudden changes in sleep patterns

changes in hormone levels

smoking

weather changes

travel

Well, I've been having migraine for 3 long weeks.. It so painful.. And it is kind of affecting a sense of vision. Can't really see well. Have been popping panadol. From the normal kind to the extra strong. And i must say the extra strong is really extra good! the normal one is lousy man.. Haha. I shouldn't rely on these kind of medication so often. If not my parents will think I'm some kind of drug addict since I've got 2 boxes of panadols on my table.

I haven't eaten the whole day. Kind of losing my appetite lately. I feel more tired than hungry. Surprisingly. It's not the normal me. Well, the normal me is always want to sleep and always hungry! Now lacking on one side. In fact, i don't even know what am i typing about because I'm not exactly using my brain. So pardon me if everything sounds weird.

Waiting for dinner to come home.. First meal of the day. Haven't been eating lately. Yesterday,  I only ate a few strains of noodles,2 meat balls and 4 slices of fishcake. So far today, haven't eaten anything. So feeling a bit hungry now. Hopefully, i will have the appetite to eat. Mummy's buying KFC home. Don't really feel like eating that though. But since Mummy wants to eat that, I'm fine with it. Besides, i don't have any cash on me also. Haha. So, she's paying! Well, actually, i think my Daddy is paying for it.

Last night was good.. Exceptionally good for me.. Cause... Haha.. Secret. Woot~

Very Hungry.

I'm feeling very hungry now. Not because it's my nature to feel hungry all the time. But really, i haven't eaten all day. It seems like every time when i am at home, i only eat one meal. Which is either lunch or dinner. Sometimes both. Now, financially very tight. Actually, nothing tight cause i don't have anything in my wallet. I'm waiting for Daddy to come home so that i can eat.  He is my hero!

Was suppose to go over to NTU today to learn the board games that we're playing this Sunday after service. But didn't go over because things have not been very good at home. Ah boy's teacher called again as he was caught smoking. If i go out, i think when i come back will get shot by my Mum. My brother hasn't been at home lately. He comes home very very late so i got to be at home if not we'll both get worse shots. So, since I'll be out tomorrow, i better stay at home today. At least during the evening to check whether Mummy's mood is okay. So far, so good. The weather at home is cooling. Haha.. Hopefully, for the rest of the night, it'll stay this way.

Well, I'm feeling much better these 2 days. Not so "moody" anymore. Well, i don't want to think so much either. Cause sometimes my imagination can go wild which isn't a good thing for me. But, i just want to continue to stay positive towards things. And breakthrough! In fact, I'm kind of feeling happy now. No specific reasons. It's true, the circumstances around me won't change until my thinking changes. And these few days, this has been a reality in my life.

Paradise Lost.

Finally, after staying at home for 2 days, i went out today. Went to Bukit Batok with Roger to meet Han Ming, Malcolm and Yong Qiang. And i just realize that there's a lot of food places there!! That's my favorite kind of place!! Anyway, we ate Western food and then waffle. To sum it up, i ate a lot!! I'm putting on weight as the days goes by. Anyway, after dinner, we had a long walk at the Nature Park there. That is a very dark place. Very quiet also.. It was fun.. Headed home after we walked out of the park. Basically, i think we walked a lot today. I'm trying to comfort myself. Haha. (Not working!) Cause I'm feeling hungry again!

Paradise lost is a place without you. In the shadow of love there's no room with a view. Walking alone on the sand, wish you were here again. I wish you were here again.

Weekends are drawing closer.. I love weekends!!

Sealed With A Kiss.

Written with a pen.
Sealed with a kiss.
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:

Are we friends?
Or are we not?
You told me once
But I forgot.

So tell me now
And tell me true.
So I can say....
"I'm here for you."

Of all the friends
I've ever met,
You're the one
I won't forget.

And if I die
Before you do,
I'll go to heaven
And wait for you.

I'll give the angels
Back their wings
And risk the loss
Of everything.

Just to prove my
Friendship is true..
To have a friend like you

I stayed at home today.  Had a good rest. Cleaned the house and read some articles. I'm starting to feel nervous whenever i think that I'm going to go back to school in 2 months. Although it seems like a long time away, the days seem to be passing so fast..! I've got to start reading more newspapers already. I don't want to suffer when i get back to school. And finally, my migraine is more or less gone. Have been having it for about 2 weeks or so. Phew..

I'm thinking of things to do tomorrow. Don't want to stay at home and be bored.. Want to find things to do. I'm still cracking my brain. So, hopefully, tomorrow i can post something up besides me having a day of rest again..

Week Of Morning Prayer.

It was a great week of morning prayer.. It was a sacrifice to wake up so early. Every morning, from Monday to Friday, i woke up at 4am! Can't believe the sleeping beauty waking up at 4am right? Well, i did. For these prayer meetings, i told God that i don't just want to throw all the prayer request i have to Him. But i wanted to hear from Him every morning. And i did. So, just let me share some of the things He said :)

Monday

John 21

"So when they had eaten breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me more than these?" He said to Him, "Yes, Lord; You know that I love You." He said to him, "Feed My lambs." He said to him again a second time, "Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me?" He said to Him, "Yes, Lord; You know that I love You." He said to him, "Tend My sheep." He said to him the third time, "Simon, son of Jonah, do you love Me?" Peter was grieved because He said to him the third time, "Do you love Me?" And he said to Him, "Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You." Jesus said to him, "Feed My sheep."

Tuesday

1 Samuel 16

Wednesday

Philippians 3: 12-15

"Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you."

Thursday

John 3:30

"He must increase, but I must decrease."

Friday

Ephesians 6: 18

"praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints"

Well, i didn't go into details because.. Personal. Ask me if you want to know. Haha!

A Tear In My Eye.

when you assured me you'll be there
i meant it for real
when you said that you'll always care
i thought that you were true

please tell me what have i done wrong
to deserve this silent treatment
i may not understand
but carrying on just breaks my heart

let the rain wash away my tears
let the waves come crashing over me
cause it's so hard for me to breathe
when you're doing this to me

i wish i still could be there
if you allow me to
i would still do anything you ask
if you want me to

i don't know what to do anymore
let me dream of your smile one more time
and the way you look into my eyes
they made all my worries disappear

although i've been thinking of you
i still miss you
when i call only realize
i hear your voice mail talk

take care for now

I Wonder Why.

It hasn't been easy for me lately. I guess I've had also been trying to avoid it but i guess it has come to the point where i have to face it. Quite a bit has changed and honestly, I'm heartbroken. Sometimes i wonder if it is wrong for me to feel this way. (SIGH!) I wonder why the response is like that out of the sudden. What have i done? Very heart breaking. Maybe that's the cause of my splitting migraines the past week..

Anyway, after prayer meeting this morning, me and Joanne went to eat breakfast. Slacked at Burger King for awhile and then went shopping at Tampines Mall. We went into shops that were open at that time and decided to go over to century Square to walk. After walking for awhile, we were getting a bit bored. So we impulsively bought 2 tickets to The Wedding Game which starts an hour later. With nothing else to do, we went to eat, again! Lunch wasn't satisfying cause the food was horrible. We got cheated!! Haha. Well, more happenings at the cinema. We sat at the wrong row! I can't believe it.. It's my first time sitting at the wrong row. Bt anyway, the more funny thing is that 3 women couldn't find their seat ( Joanne and I were actually sitting in them.). So they came to us and said," I think you're taking our seat." Joanne replied, "What's your seat?" Lady replied, "Row B." Joanne and I confidently replied, "Row B is behind." And then i turned around and found out that we were actually sitting one row behind our seats! I told Joanne and we burst out laughing!!! It was a good start to the movie. Anyway, the movie was quite good. Don't mind watching a second time. And for the first time, I'm actually starting to like the both of them. Haha..

After the movie, we headed down to Suntec City to collect Jo's shoes. Was supposed to meet Sue for dinner but she had work so changed it to another day. But still, we ate again!!! We ate at Souperlicious. I hope i got the name right. Was so filling! We had Mushroom Soup, Chicken and Corn Soup, Macaroni and Ham and drinks. All these for less than $20. Quite worth it!

Well, that's all for now. Will blog about the morning prayer meetings on Sunday.

A Day Out, Finally.

I finally got a day out yesterday after staying at home for 3 long days. Met Michelle and Benjamin in the afternoon to get some stuff from Bugis. After getting our stuff, we went to The Soup Spoon to have our late lunch/early dinner.

        

This was what i had. A Penne Lentil, a huge bowl of mushroom soup and a glass of Ice Lemon Tea. This only cost $10.60. It was really filling..

After eating, Benjamin and i went over to Tiong Bahru  to meet Raymond to go down for iWorship 101 with Brother Poh. My goodness. It was such a rollercoaster ride. First, we couldn't get up bus 5 because it was flooded with people. So we managed to get a cab with 5 seconds. That's how fast we got a cab. When we got in the cab, the driver had no idea where the place is. So did we. We had no clue where it was. So the 3 of us started calling our family members to ask where's the place. So basically, the taxi went round and round and round. We found ourselves on the wrong road because there was no bus 5 along that road. After 20 minutes after going round in circles, we found the place and we were like, "Didn't we pass by this place a few times?" The building didn't looked the way we expected. Haha. Well, we were a bit late. Brother Poh shared a lot. But one thing he shared impacted me a lot. He shared that in a year, there is 52 weeks, take out all the big events in church and all the festival holidays, you have about 40 weeks. Which means we have 40 Cell Group meetings to bring down the presence and the anointing of God during the meeting. And he asked," "Can one touch make a difference?" Everybody said 'Yes'. And Brother Poh shared this.

1 Kings 19: 5-8

Then as he lay and slept under a broom tree, suddenly an angel touched him, and said to him, "Arise and eat." Then he looked, and there by his head was a cake baked on coals, and a jar of water. So he ate and drank, and lay down again. And the angel of the Lord came back the second time, and touched him, and said, "Arise and eat, because the journey is too great for you." So he arose, and ate and drank; and he went in the strength of that food for forty days and forty nights as far as Horeb, the mountain of God.

Wow! Yes, one touch can make a difference. This just makes me realized how important it is to encounter God's presence during a Cell Group meeting. He also shared that when every member is united in praise and worship, the Cell Group will experience growth. And when a Cell Group is not united, the presence of God won't be strong. Because unity is strength, is power. One touch can make a difference. One touch caused Elijah to run for forty days and forty nights. I want that touch too.

After the lesson with Brother Poh, Benjamin and i went down to Pasir Ris Ehub to meet Michelle, Shawn, Augustus and Roger to catch a late night show. The show that we wanted to watch apparently didn't show. So we ended up watching.

Benjamin Button

 

Well, i personally feel that it's not a very good show. It was a 2 hour 45 minutes show! We were like telling each other in the movie that it's going to end. And half an hour later, it hasn't ended. I almost fell asleep. But somehow, it felt so odd. Cause when the main character's personality changed a lot as he grew more mature. I thought it changed to Brad Pitt's biography. Haha. But anyway, we had a good laugh in there. I wonder why they rated it PG. It should be NC16 or M18. Haha. Really..

After the show, it was already about 2.15am, we went outside to the main road and sang Roger a birthday song! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ROGER!! Michelle's dad came to fetch her. Princess leh! The rest of us squeezed into a cab and headed back to Tampines. While the guys went to Benjamin's Aunt's place to stay/play, i went home to rest. I slept for 5 hours and woke up to search online for a game to play during Cell Group tonight. I'm excited!

It's been so long since i post such a long entry. I'm surprised too! Haha. Well, I'm going to get back to get some rest before i go get the stuff to cook for tonight's Cell Group refreshments! I'm looking forward to the rest of the week because it's my favourite time, weekends!!

Just Wondering.

I was just thinking of some of the things i want to do this year.

1. Learn driving

2. Lose weight!!! (5kg by July.)

Well, these are the two things that i really want to achieve. Haha. Raymond calls me an eating machine. I just can't stop eating lately. My mouth is so itchy.. After dinner, i always have to eat something else. Like for today, i ate a packet of Hokkien Mee. So you can imagine the amount of weight I've put on the past few days! (A LOT!) I better start exercising!

Anyway, I've been staying at home. Rarely go out now. Maybe cause I'm too lazy and i don't want to anyhow spend money. And I've been cleaning the house. I'm already a housewife when I'm not even married! Haha..

Other than that, it has been quite a good week so far. Can't wait for the weekends again.

I want another getaway!

:)