Centre Of My Heart.

More Than Distance Between Us.

2011-11-12T02:24:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since I felt happy, really happy. This year is passing by so quickly, and doing everything so routine. I guess today, I know one goal I want to set next year, and that is to be happy. This year doesn’t seem like it’s going to end well for me. But I’m still clinging on to some hope that someone will come and rescue me.

Ten Thousand Miles Apart.

2011-08-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

It’s been such a long time since I last blogged! I guess ever since I started work, it has been nothing but busy busy busy. Juggling studies, work and other commitment certainly isn’t easy. But well, FYP is over, one less burden,

For now, I’m just looking for my getaway to Bangkok!

Lesson Learned.

2011-06-08T20:10:00.001+08:00

I learned something recently which in a way made me very upset. I have come to realised that some people will take you for granted without even knowing that they are. And they are always trying to prove that they are always right. Sure, they will win the argument, but they will lose the person. Apparently, that happened to me. And from that day on, I realised that I will never be so open to that person again or even want to be close with that person. Yes, from now on, there’s a wall between us.

Another Town, Another Plane.

2011-05-15T00:18:00.001+08:00

Had the best time with the gang once again. Every moment with them is always so exciting. Our Friday the 13th turned out to be more fun that we thought. We Partialled at first break and headed to the airport and caught 罗志祥！

She Got That Whole Place Glowing.

2011-05-02T13:26:00.001+08:00

Pia Toscano became the reason why I followed American Idol Season 10. She is an amazing talent. After she left, I didn’t catch another week. I still remember, I was on the way to work that morning and I was reading tweets. And I saw Ryan Seacrest and Jennifer Lopez’s tweets that they are very sad and upset that she was voted off. It totally spoiled my mood! Yes, that was how crazy I am about Pia. But I’m so glad that she is signed to a record company now. Faster than American Idol! Besides, I think she is too good for American Idol. I hope her album will be launched in Singapore! So going to get it.

School has already started for about 2 weeks. It has been nothing more than tiring. I’m so glad that this semester there is no programming. But there’s still my Final Year Project. And honestly, it is not that easy. I just want to faster graduate! I think most students look forward to that day the moment they step into school.

Throughout these few months, it has not been very easy. But, I’m glad to be still moving forward, I hope. There’s so many things I wish I can express it into words but I can’t!

I’m Going To Tell The World I’m Giving It All To You.

2011-04-18T20:35:00.001+08:00

It has been an eventful year so far.

God has been so good.

Well, let’s say that there are areas in my life which I need to let go and give up to be obedient. But God hasn’t short-changed me. And I’m just grateful that I have a God who is all about LOVE, GRACE, MERCY and HOPE. It certainly hasn’t been easy, but the people He has placed into my life has been such a great encouragement to keep on keeping on.

When I Am, You Are Strong.

2011-04-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

It was a tough month of March. Thank God it is over.

Daddy met with an accident. For the first time of my life, I was really scared to lose him.

Holidays is coming to an end. Trying to enjoy my last week of holiday. But I’m busy with work. I guess it’s a good thing also. Money!!

Bought this jacket using my first pay. Happy much! :)

Bittersweet.

2011-02-28T15:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the last service at Singapore Expo. Honestly, that place is not an exhibition hall or a hall that carries out events, it has become a place where I found God and experience Him. The past 5 years there has given me so many memories and I know I’ll be taking them with me for the rest of my life. The end of another chapter and a greater one is about to start.

I am looking forward to what God has prepared for us as a church, my CG E478 and for me personally. Suntec, get ready for us! We’re coming!

PS: Goodbye Expo, Hello Suntec!

I Choose To Walk Away.

2011-02-23T00:55:00.001+08:00

So many emotions are flooded in me now. The feeling of betrayal, used, abused, unappreciated, unwanted… For the past few months, there wasn’t a night that went by that I could sleep without crying. I forgot how it felt to have you here with me. So now, I’ve decided to turn into this cold person so that I won’t get hurt again. I choose to run away. I realised the more I give, the greater the pain I’m left with.

I do my happy-go-lucky so well, I’m even fooling myself.

I’m No Angel.

2011-02-21T21:17:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Kat’s 19th birthday with her.

For the past few weeks, I guess some things are starting to make me aware. A part of me that I guess have been hidden for too long, the part of me that wants to be free.

Some things are meant to be kept silent.

Where’s My Halo?

2011-02-07T19:06:00.001+08:00

It has been an eventful weekend and a Monday so far.

Caught Black Swan last Friday with Chui Laam, Wilmer, Zhi Hao and Yin Teen.

You can say that it’s a great movie, I won’t deny that too. But it is definitely very haunting. It still creeps me out now!

Finally, my laptop is back in proper condition. It has been cranky!

This is the last week of school! I’m so excited for the holidays. But there’s still UT3! Can’t wait for it to be over!

Cartoon Heroes.

2011-02-01T14:12:00.001+08:00

Watched The Green Hornet last week with Chui Laam. Average show I guess. Good entertainment.

First month of the year has passed. That was fast! Have been busy with school that there was not time to doing shopping for Chinese New Year. Had to do a last minute one. And every where is packed with people. It’s crazy! I never want to do last minute shopping again.

Turn Of The Decade.

2011-01-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

It’s back to school for me! The first week has gone by fast! Well, this year, I decided to be more involve with the programs in school. So i signed up to help out for the Open House. Well, I just wanted to gained the CE points. It’s a criteria for my graduation. And I still have so many points to go! Anyway, I had so much fun during the 3 days of Open House. Although it was very tiring! I spent 3 days with these people! Awesome people!

Well, of course, I collected some freebies during the Open House! A benefit for being a helper! (:

Had a pretty good rest so far. But my feet and my fingers are hurting like mad. Both my feet are covered with blisters and my fingers have so many cuts. I probably opened hundreds of drink cans during the 3 days. Next time I can try out for bar tendering!

Stepping Into 2011.

2011-01-05T23:19:00.001+08:00

2010 is over and 2011 is here.

Last year was a year of challenges. And I’m so glad that it is over and here is the new year. New year, new beginning and the past is past.

2011 has been pretty good to me so far. A lot of work to do and the stress of school is crippling in. But it’s all part and parcel of life and I’m excited for these challenges.

Well, new year is all about setting goals. So this is what I have on my table:

This are some things I want to see and achieve for this year. Well, there’s more but I haven’t took the time to sit down and ponder about it. Shall do it this weekend!

I am grateful for the people who are placed in my life and those who have stood by me. Indeed, I’m counting my blessings, each one of them. (:

Looking forward to a great year!

Walking In The Rain.

2010-12-12T21:59:00.001+08:00

Since November up till now. It hasn’t been easy. Things has happened and I find myself struggling everyday. Questions run through my mind like why must I go through all these and all that. I just want to be the best I can and live my life to the fullest but I don’t understand why is it so hard. I want to be strong but I’m getting really tired.

God, please give me the strength to overcome.

Everyone is talking about ending the year well and start the new year strong. And that is what I want to do. I will end the year with breakthroughs. Bringing the problems of 2010 to 2011 is not what I intend to do.

Forever Young, I Want To Be Forever Young.

2010-11-20T22:45:00.001+08:00

I’m officially 21!

Did something today for the first time.

And that is….

To watch a movie alone!

And this is what I watched!

Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part One

I totally love it!

Only When I Sleep.

2010-11-15T09:46:00.001+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, it hasn’t been quite pleasant. One sickness after another smacked me. Have been having stomach flu for 2 weeks so I decided to visit the doctor. The next day, my stomach got better and i started to have sore throat. I slowly lost my voice and got a cough. Now, I can’t stop coughing. It’s only when i sleep I don’t cough. No, actually I’ve woken up a few times because i needed to cough. I believe that my God is a Healer.

In the midst of UT1 and this week is just packed. 2 UTs and 1 assignment dateline. I’m starting to feel the stress and pressure of school. I can’t wait to graduate. Feels like I’m walking through hell!

Saving up money so that I can go shopping at the end of the year. There’s so many things that I want to buy but got to save. At least now I got one thing lesser to save for and that’s my driving. Mompy said she’s going to sponsor me but I also got to save more also. Thank God for this blessing!

I was rushing to CG last Friday, took a cab down. And from downstairs, I could hear my CG worshipping. At that moment, I just wanted to teleport up. And when I stepped into the house, tears started streaming down my eyes cause His presence was so strong that it was impossible to deny. I don’t know what I would do without His love. Truly, His love is more than enough for me.

Things hasn’t been easy. Sometimes I find myself lost and confused in my thoughts and emotions. Things I wish I knew how to put into words to share, but I can’t.

You’re all the love I need to have. It’s like a dream. Although I’m not asleep, I never want to wake up.

Cup Of Joy.

2010-11-03T14:35:00.001+08:00

Happiness many times come in the small things in life. Lately, I’ve been feeling really happy. Even though there were times where I felt really down. I thank God that there is always something that I can be grateful for. There is always a reason for all of us to be happy. I don’t ever want to go through a day without being happy. Happiness is a choice; it comes from within.

I haven’t been feeling well lately. Stomach has been rather problematic. I don’t know why it has been feeling weird lately. I believe for full recovery!

We’re in the last 2 months of 2010. As I look back, 2010 was a pretty challenging year. At the same time, 2010 has been the best year yet for me. I’m looking forward to 2011! However, as i recall on the goals I have set at the beginning of the year, there were many that I didn’t mange to achieve. I learnt something, for me, I set so many goals that I am not focus. This caused me to not be able to achieve some of the goals due to the lack of focus. So for next year, I will set some more important goals and work towards it before I set others.

God is good!

Happiness Is.

2010-10-31T23:34:00.001+08:00

Ups and downs are all part and parcel of life. However, the choice of happiness lies in us. We hold the power to choose our emotions. It isn’t very hard to choose to be happy. But it takes a lot of courage to be happy in the midst of a valley moment. And i thank God that His love and joy is always so overwhelming to me.

I can’t wait for Saturday to come cause I am going to do my hair again. I guess it’s an annual thing. But I really don’t know what to do with it this time. I don’t want to walk out of the place looking the same as last year! Any suggestions? Well, we’ll see.

I’ve been begging my Mum to get me a television. But she still isn’t supportive of it. but today, my uncle said he will be giving me one! Yippee! I can’t express in words my excitement and happiness about getting a television. I guess to many, it isn’t a big deal. But i haven’t watched television, as in really sit down an watch for more than an hour for the past 9 years? So I am really excited to be getting one.

P.S: I will turn your grey skies back to blue cause there’s nothing I won’t do for you.

Fall In.

2010-10-22T09:37:00.001+08:00

While some Polytechnics still get to enjoy holidays, I’ve started school for 2 weeks already. It has been a challenge to wake up every morning and find a reason to go to school. I guess the only reason I have is that I want to be able to make it into the university. Even though I don’t like the course I’m in or what I am doing, I still got to work hard for the certificate to have a better future.

God has been good. Not just in good times but in bad times as well. I’m so grateful that He will never give up hope on me.

Enjoy The Ride.

2010-09-26T02:00:00.001+08:00

Life can be like a rollercoaster ride, can it? There will be moments where we are at the highest and we have the full view of the world. But we can be at the lowest and it takes time and a lot of effort to reach the top again.

What is your perspective of life?

This year has been passing by too fast. But it has been like a rollercoaster ride for me as well. Times when I feel that everything is going well, but there were times that I find myself at the pit. I guess in a rollercoaster ride, there’s always a thrill. And I’ve experience some of my own this year. doing things that I never thought I would do. What a great experience.

I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I lived just the length of it. I want to have lived the width of it as well. - Diane Ackerman

Cradle.

2010-09-18T01:54:00.001+08:00

In a blink of an eye and we’re in September already. I still can recall the time when I was just setting my goals for the year. Well, some I’ve achieved and many I haven’t.

Ever since UT3 is over, I have been doing nothing but having fun. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or not since my PP poster is still yet to be done and my presentation date is drawing nearer! Gosh! Actually, it’s in 2 weeks time! I have to start to doing already! Throughout this period, the friendships i have are strengthened and I’m closer to those friends around me. I am truly blessed to have these people in my life. They have been adding so so much joy and laughter to my everyday. And I’m looking forward to the many more years with them.

I’ve been sleeping late recently. Bad lifestyle has returned.

It has been a tough month for me. A lot of stress, a couple of down moments, but there were moments of happiness.

God Thinks Of Me.

2010-08-27T02:46:00.001+08:00

Psalm 139:17-18

“How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God!
How great is the sum of them!
If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand;
When I awake, I am still with You.”

Isn’t it amazing that God thinks of us so much? His thoughts towards us are always good. Who wouldn’t feel love by Jesus if they knew how much He thinks of us?

UT3 is drawing closer. And my PP presentation is coming up after that. I’m not prepared. I’m nervous and worried. Never felt this way for a long time already. But I believe that with God, I will be able to get through this season. I’m going to do well!

In the midst of saving . So many things I want to get. Hopefully I will be able to get it by the end of this year. But my focus is on a guitar. Can’t believe I’m saving so much to get myself a guitar. I think I will never ever spend so much on myself! But I totally love the guitar I laid my hand on the other day. And I really want it. My aim is to get it by the end of October.

Haven’t been feeling well lately. Physically very tired even though I haven’t been doing much. Time to get healthy and fit.

Sugar Rush.

2010-08-15T00:58:00.001+08:00

It’s officially holidays. Actually, not really. It more of study break cause UT3 is in 3 weeks time. And this round, I’ve got to do well.

The past week has been very stretching for me. But everything was worth it when Chui Laam was happy when the CG celebrated her birthday yesterday after CGM. That gives me a sense of fulfillment.

Time flies, people come and go. And ultimately, you’ll know those who are true. They are not just there with you when there is something in common or just in good times. But they are there in the lowest times. They give you that special assurance that they are always there even when there’s silence. That’s a friend that will stay through your life. I’m glad I found such friends.

The Greatest Is LOVE.

2010-08-03T01:06:00.001+08:00

It was a great weekend.

City Harvest Church’s 21st anniversary.

These are the 2 most amazing people I know. They truly are my hero. I don’t know where I would be without the both of them and the church.

It really breaks my heart to see the both of them so tired, losing weight and so burdened.

This weekend was really a demonstration of what Love is all about.

City Harvest Church is where I found my home and family.

Thank you Pastor Kong and Sun for all your sacrifices for the church. Thank you for you love. I love you both too!

Move Along.

2010-07-26T23:13:00.001+08:00

It has been quite an adventure lately, I don’t think that the adventure has ended also.

Picked up many life lessons lately as the days and weeks passes by.

One of which is that Love is all about giving without expecting anything in return. So many times when we give, we always have a motive of receiving something from that person. It may not come as a material, it can come in many other different forms. But ultimately, we give because we love.

I’m enjoying my latest toy so far. I was told that Blackberry connects people, I thought that was Nokia. But it’s true. Blackberry really makes people closer! Funny, but true. And ever since i got mine, I can’t seem to stop using it. Twitter, Messenger and all the different applications. Even though it is definitely not as many as Apple, but it is enough to get me hooked! Honestly, I personally feel that Blackberry and iTouch is the best combination someone should have. I am blessed to be one of such people.

It is funny how time flies. I was fellowshipping with my members after service one Sunday. Oh, Chui Laam and I found joy and pride to be 21 this year. During service Pastor Zhuang declared that we were born in a divine year, the same year as City Harvest Church. Even though I have always know that the church and I are of the same age, I never thought of this. And now, I can proudly say that I’m turning 21 soon! As I was saying, my members were sharing their age and all. I realised that they are so young. Fifteen to seventeen years old. I was fifteen when I cam to church. That was so long ago!

I’m really looking forward to my holidays. I really need a break from school. 3 more weeks to go and I can have my long awaited rest.

My White Gadget.

2010-07-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

Do you like my new toy? Cause I love it! (:

Not In Reality?

2010-06-23T15:53:00.001+08:00

I recently watched a movie called She’s Out Of My League. Well, I guess it’s something like Beauty and the Beast. Quite a nice show; funny.

Wonder if this happens in real life.

Thanks For The Memories.

2010-06-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

A few months ago, I met an amazing group of people. Never thought that they would mean so much to me. I learnt a lot from them. Now, I just wish that we could go through all the tough times together again. Times which we struggle to count during physical training, times of shouting the timings, the”fragrant” of all the sweat, all the blue blacks and bumps, all the ‘5,6,7,8’, all the ‘1,2 down up’. Those were the days. Don’t you just wish that such days will never end? That’s what I’m feeling now. I wish Parade of Schools never ended.

Last Sunday, we had our appreciation dinner at Bugis. Though it was the end of something, but I believe it was also a beginning of something.

The 3 artist!

It has been a long time since I last caught a movie. Last night, watched The Karate Kid together with Michelle, Gwendelyn and Yunting. I must say that the show was not what i expected. It’s a 5 stars for me!

During the movie, I really caught something, you can say revelation. Jackie Chan’s character said something like this,”It’s one thing to do nothing, but a whole other thing to be still.” And I suddenly thought of what the Bible says,”Be still, and know I am God.” And I’ve always wondered what being still means in this verse. Now I know that when we go through storms in life. It doesn’t mean that we trust God and do nothing. Instead, through the storms, we fix our eyes; our focus on God. Faith is not passive, but active. And I want to be a “Karate kid” in the kingdom of God. Times when we’re knocked down, we can choose to get back up. Times when people say that we can’t do it, but God says that we can!

The Way That I Like It, Hot!

2010-06-02T14:50:00.001+08:00

5 days of Asia Conference was amazing! I wish it could repeat itself again.

And now, I miss trainings. Feels weird to be at home all the time now. Weird that my shoulder isn’t hurting, weird that I’m not doing crunches before i sleep every night now. Miss those days. Looks like I will be putting on weight from now. I’ve been eating MacDonald’s for 4 days already! Feasting already!

Doesn’t really feel like holidays since I’ve got lots of assignments waiting for me to start on. And I’m only left with 2 weeks to complete them.

A Bigger Me On The Inside.

2010-05-20T16:59:00.001+08:00

These past 2 months or so have been very challenging, in a good way of course. My capacity is being stretched so much. But through this period, I find God’s strength even more present in my life. I wouldn’t be able to make it through without Him.

The Bible says that the joy of the Lord is my strength. And I begin to meditate on this. We so often use this but I really wanted to know what it means. And as I was praying, I had a revelation. This strength only comes when we are happy serving God. Many times people serve and serve and end up getting burned out or worn out. That’s because they don’t enjoy doing what they do for God. In every commitment, if there is no happiness, then it is just plain duty and routine. And eventually, it will not be able to achieve the intended purpose. When I got this revelation, I began to find joy in the things I do for God. Even though it may be tough and overwhelming at times. But the thought of God smiling over me makes me want to do even more for Him. And in whatever I do, I don’t want to work so hard that I forget the ultimate purpose of it.

Next week is Asia Conference and I am so excited! But beyond the excitement, I want to have a touch from God. Cause I know excitement won’t last, especially when I am tired. But spiritual hungry will last. Just like in real life, no matter how tired you are, you can feel hungry. In this Asia Conference, I believe that greater breakthroughs are coming and I want to be ready for them!

Looking forward to my 2 weeks school break. Time to recharge again. Going to make these 2 weeks of break a fruitful one.

Nothing But Trouble.

2010-04-27T09:11:00.001+08:00

April has not been a very fantastic month of me. So many things happened and I don’t even know where to begin. In any case, it just wasn’t a good month at all.

For the first time, I lost my handphone! I realized it only during worship in prayer meeting on Sunday. Honestly, I wanted to cry but too many people. So i held back. I guess, there are things inside that really means a lot to me that makes my phone very precious. But it’s gone now. And since then, I haven’t been using a phone. Feels weird.

Bruises are increasing after each POS practice. And I think i sprain my wrist. It hurts like crazy now. It’s 4 weeks away to Asia Conference. I’m excited and nervous at the same time. I need to get my abs or least get my stomach flattened by then. I don’t want my fats to be running everywhere also. Got to be really discipline in doing my crunches everyday.

For the past 2 days, I haven’t had a proper meal. Ate only a hotdog bun, 5 fishballs and a small packet of chips in 2 days! So unlike me! Just totally lost my appetite and craving. Not me right? I guess, it’s also a good chance for me to lose some weight!

Physically, I’m really tired. But I’m hopeful that May is going to be a better month for me!

“God, I pray that Mompy will get me a Blackberry 9000 tonight!”

Plastic Surgery For The Best?

2010-04-20T15:14:00.001+08:00

The news is out! One of my favorite models, Yoanna House went for a plastic surgery. Personally, I like how she looked before. But well, she still looks great!

If I have the money, I think I will want to fix my nose! Haha.

What is your stand on plastic surgery?

My Heart Goes Bang Bang Boom.

2010-04-18T01:46:00.001+08:00

It has been a challenging year so far. But God is good!

Well, it’s back to school for me last Friday. First lesson and i was already struggling. Maybe it’s because I’m doing something that i don’t enjoy. But I’m trying to like it. Hmm.. You can’t actually try to like something right? So, I’m just trying to do my best in what I am doing. And I don’t believe that I cannot do well. Especially when it comes to programming and Java!

It has also been a very tiring past month, physically tiring, due to all the POS trainings. Never thought I would be doing this again. I am enjoying myself. Muscles are developing. Don’t mess with me! Loving each training! Well, I never thought that I would be someone who will be in cheerleading. But now that I am, I love it. But I doubt I will join my school’s team. But if there is a chance, I would love to be a part of it. I never thought that bring up a stunt can be so tough. It looks easy, but it’s not.

R&R

2010-04-05T01:55:00.001+08:00

After so many years, I finally took a short trip up to Phuket. Left on Wednesday night and came back on Sunday morning. It was tiring but had a great experience there.

This is my breakfast on the first morning! I love hotel breakfast! Well, I was too lazy to take the photos for the rest of my meals after this breakfast. Oops!

Went to the highest point in the city and managed to capture some pictures.

I’m so glad to be back in Singapore!

So Long.

2010-03-30T21:41:00.001+08:00

It has been quite awhile since I last blogged. Have been rather lazy. But anyway, I caught Kidnapper today after work. Seriously, I did not expect it to be this good. However, because I have a very weak heart, I was covering my eyes and ears most of the time. Can’t stand the sight of violence. I must say that Christopher Lee can act! He was simply brilliant in this movie. He portrayed the character and each emotion so clearly and I felt engaged. So, bravo!

I’ll be flying off to Phuket tomorrow night. Can’t wait to come back for Easter!

My holidays are passing so quickly, can time slow down please??

Looking at my expenses in my iTouch this month, I realised I spent a lot! But this also made me see how God has blessed me! I am BLESSED!

My Second Home, Arise & Build.

2010-03-09T00:41:00.001+08:00

The big news has be spoken. The great news that all of us has been waiting to hear for the past 4 years. And last weekend, we all heard it. Our building is at Suntec!

Suntec has got to get ready! City Harvest is coming to break the walls down in 12 months time!’t

I can’t wait to give into God’s kingdom! Believing for even greater breakthroughs during this season of giving and sacrificing!

Week Of Morning Prayer & Bad Gastric Flu.

2010-02-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

This past week was an amazing week of morning prayer. I’m so glad that i am able to make it for the first round for this year. I wasn’t able to attend the previous few because i had to go to school. What can I say, waking up early to pray is so much better than waking up for school! Oops!

Throughout this whole week of morning prayer, it really made me think about certain things. Like being thankful and counting my blessings. Personally, I feel that these are so important in life and growing. So many times we take things around us for granted. Example, the air that we breathe, our parents, our education and even the country we live in. I am so blessed that I have parents that love me and provide for me every day, living in a country that is safe. There is so many things that I am thankful for when i begin to count my blessings. The little things and the big things. Even things that many times I don’t take them into consideration every day. I am blessed!

Gastric flue hit me on during the start of the week. My stomach hurts all the time. When I eat, it hurts. When I don’t eat, it also hurts. But Chuilaam passed me a medicine yesterday that I feel that it really effective. Now, my stomach is back to normal!

School’s Out, Welcome Vacation!

2010-02-18T23:13:00.001+08:00

Finally, the school holidays are here. I’m through my first week of holidays now. I’m so happy! UT is over, Year 1 is over! I’m really thankful that for both Semesters, I am in a class where I have friends who are motivated. It really encourages me a lot. They make learning everyday so much fun!

Chinese New Year! It felt so weird this year. Was doing visitations on the first day. Was at the last house for the day and I wasn’t feeling the festive mood. And I realized that I never ate a single Bak Kua that day. So I was telling my cousin who was beside me,” I know why I got no feel already! No Bak Kua!!” And in 2 seconds, 2 plates of Bak Kua started marching towards me. My eyes were glowing! Haha. That made so happy! Now, Poppy has also brought home some Bak Kua for me! But on top of all the yummy snacks and the great feasts, my relationship between my family and relatives grew stronger. (:

After a long month, I finally caught a movie today with Chui Laam, 14 Blades. Half the time I was reading the subtitles! But all in all, it was a great show! Catch it!

A Time For Everything.

2010-02-07T19:59:00.001+08:00

I guess in life, we go through different seasons. A time to do this, a time to do that. And sometimes, there is just no time at all.

A time to mug

A time to slack

A time to work

A time to rest

A time of giving

A time of receiving

A time of sowing

A time for reaping

A time to step out

A time to withdraw

I’m now in my time of mugging. Exams are packed this week till Friday. And after that would be a short period of resting for me. Year 1 of poly life is over. Got to prepare myself for the challenges in Year 2.

Slam.

2010-01-31T18:29:00.001+08:00

It was a pretty long week. School school and more school. UT3 is starting next Saturday. UT2 grades were not very fantastic to me. I have got to really work hard.

After a long week, I’m finally home hoping to start study later tonight.

It was a long Saturday for me yesterday. Woke up early to collect my passport with my parents. When we reached the place. It was flooded with people. But we made appointment so it gave us the advantage in a way. So, we went to take our queue number. We headed to the waiting area and saw the queue board. It was only at 2823 whereas my number is 2988! Big difference! So in my mind i was thinking that i am really going to be sitting there the entire day! But within 15 minutes, i took my passport and was out of the place. Thank God we made appointment.

Went shopping after that. Bought a lot of stuff. Well, to me it’s a lot considering that i only can buy 1 item whenever i go out with my parents. But yesterday, Mompy spent over a $100 on me. Thank you, Mompy!

After shopping, went to meet Chui Laam and Ivan and headed to Hwa Chong Institue for Jeremy’s orchestra concert. He is talented!

And now, after a long week, i am finally home!

Here I Am Still Holding On.

2010-01-26T13:19:00.001+08:00

It hasn’t been exactly been a good month for me. Many down periods, yet also many up moments. But God has been good.

The school holidays are drawing nearer for me. Which also means that UT3 is also coming! Time to start revising on my work.

I can’t wait for next month to come! Why? Don’t tell you. It’s a secret! Haha.

2010 is going to be awesome!

Church has finally got our land after so many years. Believing for greater breakthroughs this year!

So Long.

2010-01-21T21:20:00.001+08:00

I finally got back my laptop today. But everything is gone. If you are wondering what happened to it, let me share with you. It was smashed by my brother. And everything couldn’t work. ): Second day of school and I didn’t have a laptop to use. And worse still, it was my test season.

But now, I’m wondering how to transfer my things inside my iTouch to iTunes. An idea??

A Foot Forward To 2010.

2010-01-04T08:34:00.001+08:00

A year has just gone by again. A new chapter has just begun. Last night, I was writing some of the goals i want to achieve by the end of this year. Most of them are very challenging but attainable. I can't wait to embark on 2010. This year will be my best year yet.

School has started. Now, I'm sitting in class waiting for lessons to begin. Didn't have a good sleep last night. I only managed to fall asleep at around 4am. So, technically, I only slept for 1 hour and 15 minutes. Naturally, I'm feeling tired now. I've got to get through today! UT is going to continue starting from tomorrow. I've got to really work hard for the rest of my UTs!

PS: Thank you for giving me such a wonderful morning! (: You're my Sunshine after the rain.

I Wish It Could Be Christmas Everyday.

2009-12-26T16:56:00.001+08:00

I went to get my hair done on Tuesday. Sat there for 5 hours! But to my surprise, I paid an amount that to me, seem pretty cheap! Paid only $120 Cool right?

Had a amazing Christmas This year. Went to East Coast Park to countdown.

Awesome Christmas in Church, as always.

PS: It was an amazing Christmas because i was with you.

The year is coming to an end. 2009 has certainly been a year to trials and testing. And this year was really tough. But i believe that 2010 will be even greater and better!

I Can't Sleep, I Just Can't Breathe.

2009-12-19T04:04:00.001+08:00

Well, it's really late now and i can't sleep. Looks like there is a shift in my sleeping time. There's so many things on my mind and weighing in my heart. But blogging isn't a very wise place for me to pour out everything.

Why can't i laugh

Why must i cry

Every time we say goodbye

Why must it rain

Here in my heart

Every day that we're apart

Why can't it be

Just you and me

What will it take to make you see

This are the words

To my heartbreak lullaby

Somebody Needs You.

2009-12-11T22:54:00.001+08:00

It has been a very long time since i last blogged. Well, guess I've been lazy and for the past 2 weeks, my laptop was sent for repair because i screen started to have "Disco". But it's back!

It has been really tough the past 2 months. Felt like hell. But, oh well..

PS: With you, you give me a reason to smile when my world falls apart.

What Is This?

2009-11-16T10:27:00.001+08:00

I came across this picture while doing my work in class.

What do you think of it?

Walking In The Rain.

2009-11-07T18:02:00.001+08:00

Sitting By The Window
Singing Songs Of Love
Wishing You Were Here
Because The Memory's Not Enough
Wear My Mask In Silence
Pretending I'm Alright
If You Could See Then You Would Be
Here Standing By My Side

Every Single Hour
Of Every Single Day
I Need To Cry, My Eyes Are Dry
I've Cried My Tears Away
Can't Help But Remember
How You Made Me Feel
You Dressed My Soul And Made Me Whole
You Made My Life Complete

Of All We've Said And Done
Remains The Memories Of Days
When Life Was Fun
But Now When You Are Gone
I Sit Alone To Watch The
Setting Of The Sun

Feels Like I'm Walking In The Rain
I Find Myself Trying To Wash Away The Pain
Cause I Need You To Give Me Some Shelter
Cause I'm Fading Away

My First Halloween.

2009-11-01T21:17:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Halloween with E478 on Friday night. Watch The Exorcism Of Emily Rose. I must say that until now, i can still remember how she looks like. Very haunting!! Wasn't as scary as i thought it would even though i had a few screams.

Next, GERMAINE's 14th birthday party!

With the Princess!

I can't believe i went crazy with Tan Jin by doing this! *Unglam* to the max!

October.

2009-11-01T00:02:00.001+08:00

October was a really tough month for me, really.

I hope November will be better. But then again, it's different.

Straight Through My Heart.

2009-10-15T14:52:00.001+08:00

I've been loving this song and now, i found the music video.

Enjoy!

@ TCC.

2009-10-05T22:47:00.001+08:00

I had my first visit to TCC last Sunday. Had a great time there. And the food was good too! Maybe because i was with the right person, at the right time, at the right place. Haha!

Time To Update.

2009-09-27T22:37:00.001+08:00

I know this is rather late, but i just got the photos only today. So i finally can blog about these events.

First up! Went to the Zoo with Michelle on the 10th. Haven't been there for almost a decade! Changed a lot. Had lots of fun. More photos uploaded on Facebook already.

After the Zoo trip, we went to watch Gamer. Not my type of show but this was what they had left for the both of us to watch :(

Watched this 2 shows recently. Niceee..!!

Movies Is A Part Of My Life.

2009-09-15T22:53:00.001+08:00

Watched G-Force with the kids last week during the youth outreach. Very cute show. Haha. And then watched Aliens in the attic today. It was okay also. Love watching movies!

Faith.

2009-09-02T01:51:00.001+08:00

I was doing the application Facebook on 'What does God want You To Know'. And today, it was on Faith. And this is what the message said:

On this day of your life, Elizabeth, we believe God wants you to know...
... that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

I started to recall those times when things were really tough for me. And taking the step of faith to trust God really took a great faith. And God was faithful. Even when i have been faithless, He still remains faithful. I'm so proud that i have a God who is alive and not dead! Thank You Jesus for not giving up on someone like me.

I went to work today. Decide to work to earn some money. Need it for something. And, the good news is, my bank account is no longer stuck at $3.09. For the past week, i've been saving. I'm learning how to save money. There's so many things i want to get. But i realised, building fund is coming. So, i started saving money too late to get those things. But it's okay. Giving to God is always a pleasure. And i can't wait to give again. Cause i know there are greater breakthroughs coming. I got to work more consistently now.

There's something that i also decided to start doing from tomorrow onwards. I'm going to eat lesser and do eat ups every night. I was called "Fat" twice today. Was really very sad. But someone did comfort me. To that person, "Thank You!"

Life Without God.

2009-08-27T22:54:00.001+08:00

I recently read this on Facebook. It's funny yet at the same time, true.

Our week without God would be like this:

SINday

MOURNday

TEARSday

WASTEDay

THIRSTday

FIGHTday

SHATTERday

My holidays have finally started. And honestly, i wished there is school. I miss my classmates. Haha. And all their jokes.

I can't wait for Cell Group meeting tomorrow. Each week, the presence of God gets stronger and stronger. And i'm loving each week more and more. :)

Had a great time with Joanne just now. Was really bored at home. And the only person who came to my mind to call was Joanne. She's my buddy!! Went Carl's Junior and ate Beef Chilli Fries even though i already had my dinner. Was really full after that. Then, we went to walk around and then settled down at Starbucks for a drink. Was a great time. Thanks Jo!

P.S: Part of me laughs, part of me cries, part of me wants to question why. Why is there joy? Why is there pain? Why is there sunshine in the rain. One day you're here, next you're gone.

Long Time No Blog.

2009-08-26T18:42:00.001+08:00

It has been awhile since i last blogged. Didn't really have much to say. But anyway, caught some movies recently. Watched 'Where got ghost' about a week ago and caught 'The Proposal' this morning.

UT3 is finally over and my holidays are here. 5 weeks! Nice! I want to make this 5 weeks of holiday fruitful :)

Bittersweet.

2009-08-11T23:00:00.001+08:00

I just came home from dinner and movie. Watch 'Overheard'. Thank goodness there were subtitles. Haha. I don't know how to rate the show. I was confused at one part. And the cinema was empty.. I guess, it wasn't up to expectations. With all these actors inside, i felt that it should have been better. But still.. Okay..

Eyes are swollen for a few days already. But it's better now.

What have i been doing the past few days?? Oh, Friday, i led offering in cell group for the first time. Was really nervous. But i think it was okay. Watch G.I Joe on Sunday with the members. Second time already. I miss my classmates, and i can't wait to go back to school on Thursday.

G.I Joe Madness.

2009-08-08T13:26:00.001+08:00

Caught G.I Joe Last Thursday, great movie! I want to watch it again!!

My 2 favourites Sienna Miller and Channing Tatum

You Are My Hero.

2009-08-03T08:13:00.001+08:00

Celebrated City Harvest 20th Anniversary yesterday. It was an awesome celebration.

They are my heroes.

Pastor and Sun are the biggest heroes in my life. Was really touched yesterday by Sun's message to the church and to Pastor. They've sacrificed so much that no one knows. I am so honoured to be a part of the church. Thank you Pastor, thank you Sun! Without the both of them, i won't be where i am today. And i am forever grateful for everything you've done for the church. Muacks!!

Well, a few more weeks left to the end of the semester and we're going to change class already. I'm so going to miss W16L!! I seriously think that they are the best! I guess because we were together for the first 6 months and we really get along well.. I will miss all their jokes and fun we have in class.

I better start planning on what i should do for this week. If not, i think i would really be bored. Maybe i should just catch up on my sleep. Haven't been sleeping much over the weekend also anyway. Haha! But sometimes i think sleeping is just a waste of time. Haha. Unless, i'm really tired.

I've a decision yesterday to cut down on fast food and to save money. I realised that i eat fast food almost everyday! What a waste of money and i'm putting on weight! So, conclusion; less fast food, less weight gain, more money. So, starting from this week, i'm going to cut down on fast food, eat lesser as well and save money. Friends, please help me! Haha.

Alright! Lesson is going to start in 20 minutes time. Shall go rest awhile. :)

Caught A Short Break.

2009-07-31T07:42:00.001+08:00

It was a tough week for me. And this week seemed to pass so slowly. Was really quite stressed in school yesterday because of programming. Went down to SIM to meet Michelle, helped her a bit for her research. Then headed to Ehub to watch The Hangover. Watching this show was the only motivation for the day! Anyway, it was a funny show. Enjoyed it a lot. I want to watch more movies! I don't mind a short getaway also. Need to take time off to relax soon.

With You.

2009-07-24T08:03:00.001+08:00

Watched 'Fighting' yesterday. Nice show.. Cause Channing Tatum is so hot!! Haha..

Oh man. I don't know what else to say. No inspiration to blog now. Some other day ok? Haha. Tired ah..

Another Week.

2009-07-17T08:02:00.001+08:00

Finally, this week is over! It has been a very tiring week. So glad that it's over now. All my UT1 grades are out. I'm rather disappointed with them and UT2 is just over and it was really hard. Wonder how am i going to get my grades lifted.i really need to score well.

Anyway, had programming lesson yesterday and we're suppose to create our characters for a background. And this is my end product. It took me hours to get this done. Not bad right??

I want to watch movies again!! Another movie marathon. Haha.. I am addicted to the cinemas. Haha. Woohoo!! Next week!

Our 5th.

2009-07-15T15:01:00.001+08:00

It's been about 2 weeks since i last blogged. I've got a good reason! I wasn't feeling well.. I feeling extremely sick. But i'm feeling much better now. Just want to say a few 'thank you'.

To my classmates Ryan & Jeslyn: Thank you for ensuring that i eat all my meals and taking care of me in school. I really appreciate it lots!

To Michelle: Thank you for dropping by during those nights to see how i am. Thanks sweetie.. :)

And, after so long, i finally caught another show yesterday.

It was a nice show. Just had a great time yesterday! Can't wait to watch some more shows.

This whole week is filled with UTs.. Very stressful. Cause so far, it has been rather tough for me. :( I need a miracle.

P.S: Feels like you're the other half of me.

Little Miss Sunshine.

2009-07-06T14:09:00.001+08:00

Well, it has been a long time since i last blogged properly. So, i'm back to blog a little bit to update.

June was a really tough month for me. But i want to thank God that He never gave up on me and always loving me and embracing me even when i make mistakes. Thank You Jesus!

July has been much better. I've been really happy since Sunday morning! Anyway, just want to say a BIG THANK YOU to Michelle, Eccleshia and Joyce for coming over to my house yesterday morning before service to see me. Was feeling really sick in the morning.

Haven't taken any photos lately.. So sad. I want to take photos again..

Okay! I've got to go. My team is up next for presentation. Haha. Woohoo!

Oovoo-ed.

2009-06-30T22:26:00.001+08:00

One Man.

2009-06-22T23:01:00.001+08:00

Went to catch The Taking Of Pelham 123 today. I must say, i really like it. And it reminded me of what Pastor preached before about Shamgar. One man can make a difference. This movie reminded me that one person who is willing, full of faith and courage can make a difference in the lives of the people in his city. It really encouraged me once again though the Youth camp just passed. Truly, one person can change a generation. It just takes one person who is willing to lay down his/her life.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

2009-06-21T21:18:00.001+08:00

Happy Father's Day Poppy!

After service, went home to put down my back and headed for high-tea with my family. Haha. Here are 2 pictures i took with "Tigs". Seriously, both photos looks exactly the same! We went to and Nonya Buffet. So filling! Ate and ate.

Movie Addict.

2009-06-21T00:14:00.001+08:00

Just came home not too long ago. Went to watch movie again. 'I love you, man'. Rather funny show actually.. And i think it's quite realistic. Not like some shows where everything is so" "kua zhang".. :)

The Slacker In Me.

2009-06-19T14:52:00.001+08:00

Was rather bored today during lunch break. After having lunch, came back to class and video call with Ivy ! Haha. It was funny!! LOL! I'm a slacker today man.. Don't know why. I think cause beginning of the day i chiong. Then last part no more blood cells left to think.

Some snap shots i took.

R & R.

2009-06-16T10:20:00.001+08:00

Back in my Secondary school, R&R means 'Reflect & Refocus' but now, to me, R&R means 'Rest & Relax'. While others are still enjoying their long holiday, i started school again yesterday. So sad! But, to kick start my school, i also managed to relax a little by catching a movie yesterday. 'Land Of The Lost'. Was quite a dumb show. But if you're looking for something funny. Then it is rather funny. Well, at least for me. Haha. You must see who you go with also.. :)

Got To Do What Is In Hs Will.

2009-06-13T20:18:00.001+08:00

Someone special to me shared with me something. And this was a reminder to me. She said that whenever she has to put away things or the people she loves but yet she knows that they are not good for her, she reminds herself of eternity because our lives here are temporary. She continued by saying that God will never short-change us when we choose to put Him first in our lives.

It broke my heart in a good way(if there's such a thing). It reminded me to set my priorities right again. But something struck me. I know now there are certain things that i have to let go so that my walk with God can progress. She told me that it will definitely hurt and i know cause i'm already feeling it. And it takes faith to let go and trust God. Whenever i feel that my faith in Him is running low, i always think of all the things He has done for me. And really, giving up everything for Him is worth it. He has given me His best. And i want to give Him mind. I remember that i once made a prayer that i want to offer God a living sacrifice, not a dead one. And my life would be the best sacrifice.

God has been good and gracious. And i really thank Him for not giving up on me. It has been really tiring lately. But His strength has been evident. Lately, my weakness has been surfacing and it made me see the "devil" in me. But knowing all these, it made me rely on the Holy Spirit even more. Because of how imperfect i am, i need Him so much more. And the need to depend on the Holy Spirit is increasing.

I live for You and not for me anymore.

Inspire Faith Camp.

2009-06-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

It has been very very long since i last blogged because i have been rather busy.

Was in the youth camp the past 3 days. Well, i wish there were photos for me to upload to explain everything. But i don't. First time camp i never take photos! Anyway, some photos taken about the camp will be up on Facebook or the WYZ website.

Caught 2 movies recently. Enjoyed both!

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Be My Rest & My Strength.

2009-05-29T14:40:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling very very tired today. Especially today. Didn't want to wake up. But i managed to drag my lazy body out of bed. I haven't slept for more than 5 hours ever since school started. Most of the days, i only get to sleep for 3-4 hours every night. So i am really tired. God, give me strength and multiply my rest..

Was quite bored during break today. So decided to take some pictures with some of my classmates. Haha!

Good Stuff (FINALLY!)

2009-05-28T09:21:00.001+08:00

Finally, good things are happening to me.!!

Had fire drill yesterday. Was fun!

Some photos we took.

Look at the number of laptops i was carrying!!

And another good news, i got an A for Enterprise. Finally!

Cursed No More Please!

2009-05-27T08:23:00.001+08:00

I can't believe how bad the past 3 days has been! Please let me complain here. Here are some horrible things that happened since Monday.

1) I forgot to do my Maths RJ which will cause my grade to downgrade by 1.

2) Cried till i fainted on Monday night.

3) Because i was on the phone while crying, i dropped my handphone when i fainted!!!

4) Bad stomach cramp and gastric during Enterprise.

5) Forgot to bring calculator for Maths UT.

6) Missed the last bus 15 after waiting for 20 minutes.

7) Watch bus 168 go pass me while walking to bus stop.

8) My head hit the wall just now while i was trying to be funny.

9) Spilt pepper on my laptop when eating my breakfast in class.

Okay, and i'm done!

Sigh..

Please Stop here!!

Darkest Nights.

2009-05-26T08:15:00.001+08:00

The past few days have been one of the most horrible days of my life. It's way too personal to put it up here. But i guess.. Oh well.. Last night, i cried till i fainted. First time! And i hope it'll be the last. Now, my eyes are really in pain. "Enlighten me please!"

"Do you still want me to hold on?"

Busy.

2009-05-22T09:33:00.001+08:00

Have been really busy the past week so didn't blog. It was a tiring yet great week for me.

One thing i'm really happy about is that i finally get to change my handphone! I previous phone was really giving me a lot of problems. So now, this is my new phone.

Nokia E63

Really excited for Cell Group tonight! Now having class.. Isn't it break now? Hmm?? Haha. Will blog again soon! :)

Happy Birthday Ryan!

2009-05-16T18:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!

Anyway, we celebrated Ryan's birthday after school on Friday. You could feel how nervous he was since morning. He was so afraid of a birthday bash. Haha

Some photos taken with my classmates while heading down for Cell group.

Aloy and me.

Meifang ad me at TRCC

"Hot Stuff", "Mei Mei", "Ifahhh" and me

Now Got Time.

2009-05-12T20:50:00.001+08:00

Finally after a couple of days, i managed to find some time to blog again. Have been rather busy lately. And by the time i get home, i'm too tired to blog or even come online. So, today, Enterprise lecture. Time passed rather quickly. And thank goodness i wasn't over-hyper. If not, Ivy will go crazy. Haha. During break, decided to cam-wor. Well.. not very professional cause i'm not a born model and i was using my laptop's webcam. Haha.

Some of my team mates for the day, Harrith and Zijian.

Had to do a role play and presentation. And my role was a male. So got to hide all the hair..

And some happy news. Mompy agreed to change my phone by most probably end of this month. Yay! My phone is crazy. If you use my phone before, it's either it hangs or it black out on its own. So can't wait to change it.. :)

Not so happy news.. UT(Understanding Tests) is coming soon. Stress ah!! Got to study already man! Help me.. LOL. Quite exciting though. Very long never sit for tests or exams already.

Turtle World.

2009-05-07T14:41:00.001+08:00

My Masterpiece

Missing You.

2009-05-07T08:16:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling really really very tired now in school now. Haven't been sleeping well lately. And have been rather busy. I hope that I'll be able to get my 12 hours of sleep soon. One of my greatest desire now.

I've got left to say now except that i really can't wait for school to end today.

PS: I miss you.

I Need My Beauty Sleep.

2009-05-06T07:37:00.001+08:00

I reached school at 6.50am this morning. I'm reaching earlier and earlier each day. Oh man. Anyway, had morning conference prayer. Today, i prayed with them on the bus. It was good. But for now, i'm feeling kind of sleepy. Haven't been having my desired sleep lately ever since school started. By the time i reach home everyday, i'm too tired to even go online. So you can imagine how tired i am. And my eye bags are getting bigger!

These are some photos we took yesterday after school. Ivy took pictures with us too!

I gave you my love

Please don't give it back

Cause i never want this moment to ever end

You've won my heart completely

Please handle with care

Cause i don't want to have to mend it back

When you stick out your tongue at me

It hurts me real bad

And when you turn away when i lean over to kiss

It makes me go mad

Tell me if i'm expecting too much

Tell me if i'm just not good enough

Don't break this spell i'm in

Please don't break my heart

(By Liz)

Monday blues, Tuesday..??

2009-05-05T08:08:00.001+08:00

The week did not start very well for me. Was feeling sick yesterday. And today, my leg is SUPER pain. Don't know where the pain came from also. And my feet is cover with blisters cause of the shoe i wore yesterday. And i got a shock when i saw it last night, cause it's really huge.

Well, i hope today will be better. Feeling really tired now. Reached school at 7.30am this morning. Unbelievable right? I know.. I'm going to go rest awhile before the day starts.

To YOU: Thank you for everything! Can't wait to meet you again.

(PS: If you're reading this and wondering who is it? Don't think so much. That person will know. Haha!)

Feeling Sick.

2009-05-04T08:41:00.001+08:00

Sigh, I'm feeling really sick today. Actually since yesterday. Last night, when Michelle was at my place, i had a sudden chest pain. And i seriously felt super weak physically. My legs could barely stand on it's own. This morning, i woke up feeling really sick. Felt super nauseous. Managed to drag myself out of the house still though.. In school now, going to start lesson already.

P.S: Michelle, thank you for being there last night Appreciate it lots! (:

The Ramen Girl.

2009-05-03T01:18:00.001+08:00

After so long, i finally watched another show, The Ramen Girl. Pretty good show. Man. I had a couple of revelations from the show. Quite personal so if you want to know, you can ask me. But it's up to me whether i want to tell you. Haha! Anyway, caught it with Yufen, Joanne, Wah Keong and 2 of Yufen's tuition kids. So i just reached home not too long ago.

Have been getting migraines again lately. Fainted last night in my room. So if you are reading this, pray for me yea? Thank you! (: Well, I've got to go rest soon. Have to wake up early. Can't wait for service!

It's The Way You Make Me Feel.

2009-05-01T14:10:00.001+08:00

Finally managed to get some sleep last night. It was a long week. And i'm super tired!

I've got nothing much to say because my mind is rather blank now.

P.S: I don't want to hurt nobody but my heart just can't hold back. Tell me how can i walk away. I'm loving you anyway, it's the way you make me feel.

All My Love.

2009-04-30T00:32:00.001+08:00

It was a super long day. can't explain to you how tired i am feeling now. Really really tired. But i decided to blog before heading to bed. Anyway, school was rather ok. Just that when doing our presentation, we were very stressed. cause we only started at the last half an hour of our study period. Super rush. Will never do that again! Seriously, it was very scary.

After school, went to sign up for IG. Decided on Volleyball. Nicole is joining that too. Hopefully we'll pass the trial next Monday! (:

After that, headed down for bible study. Today's lesson was rather short. More of statistic so it was okay.

Finally reached home at around 12am. Now, super tired already. Have to wake up early.. Can't wait for tomorrow to be over. And then a long weekend.. I like! But will be rather busy also..

Alright! I've got to really catch my sleep. I can't go without sleep. It very precious to me.

W16L Virus!

2009-04-28T09:05:00.001+08:00

I'm in programming lecture now. Mann. I'm trying my best to like this..

Anyway, the whole class is sick.. Flu and cough virus everywhere!!

Yesterday, my classmates and i were playing during our break. Nicole and I took a photo.

Nice?

I can't wait for today to end, seriously. Haha. Last week was really stretching. Really thank God for His strength. Haven't been able to have proper rest since school started but i have never felt more fulfilling than now.

Okay, I've got to get back to work already.. Bob is waiting for me.. Haha.. He's a turtle.

Our final product! Cute right. A lot of problems man. Someone came to touch my laptop and it hanged so i had to restart.

Blown away.

2009-04-24T09:54:00.001+08:00

I was blown away when i saw this video. Impacted me a lot. Well, see for yourself!

Impacted??

I've watched it 3 times and i still get very impacted and touched by the video.

I guess we can all learn not to judge people by their outward appearance. Even though it is normal for us humans to look at someone from their appearance or their behaviour, let's start looking at their heart yea?

Now having break aka study period. Finally, after a long week of presentations and power points, can finally relax a bit today. Today is Mathematics, not my most favourite. But still quite fun, so far. Wonder what we're going to do later. Play more games.

For now, bye everyone!

School.

2009-04-21T20:33:00.001+08:00

Well, today was the second day of school. Finally managed to find some time to blog. Anyway, it has been a challenge for me to wake up at 5.45am every morning. But so far still so good. School has been fun. Just rather tiring cause i'm probably not used to it yet. Whole day stare at computer. And everyday got presentation to do. Trying to get the hang of it cause i'm very afraid when it comes to public speaking.. But not too bad still. I've got good classmates also. :)

I'm too tired to type already. But will try my best to blog more whenever i can. Cause will most probably be busy.

Yeah~

To sign off,

On the phone for hours at a time,
Has your voice changed or is it a trick of the line?
All alone, I'm losing my mind,
Wonderin' what you'll be doin' tonight

Losin' sleep, can't take anymore,
Tired of wonderin' if you really miss me at all,
I just need to be reassured,
If you love me what you waitin' for?

Hand on your heart, heart on your sleeve,
Are you telling me,
When we're apart you still believe,
We are meant to be?
Even if you say the words you know I long to hear,
I wanna be sure so tell me once more,
Hand on your heart

W16L.

2009-04-17T10:38:00.001+08:00

Well well well.. I'm blogging from school now..! Will be leaving school soon to make it for CG tonight. Sshh..!! School Orientation the past 3 days. But i didn't go for the second day. Was super tired!! Wonder how am i going to make it through the next 3 years man. Haha. God, i need strength. Lots of it! Today, took bus to school. I had to squeeze up. And I'm not exactly very small. And the worse thing was, i didn't have a seat and i was carrying my 2.5kg laptop. It felt like a ton! Seriously, i thought it was light. But after this morning, my goodness.. At the end of these 3 years, my arms are going to be twice the size due to all the muscles I'm about to develop. Good or a bad thing? Neutral. Anyway, I've made some friends here in school. And some even stay nearby my place.. An encouragement to know that there are other people who are deprived of sleep also. I'm mean! Whaha! No more holidays for me. I'm getting more excited to go start school. Initially, i was not the least excited to start. But now, i am! But the thought of waking up at 5.45am each morning is just. Sigh! No more late nights for me. Finally, i can be like a normal human being, sleeping and waking up early.. Hopefully i will be able to make this quick adjustments to my sleeping timings soon. So, i start school next week. Going to do something that i have totally no clue of. But i can't wait to learn something new and something that i have never known.

But for now, I'm excited for CG tonight!

Can't Breathe Easy.

2009-04-09T14:04:00.001+08:00

It has been a great week. Have been rather busy though.. Have been waking up the past few mornings at 6.50am for prayer conference. Big sacrifice for me! Cause i don't wake up at such timings. But I've got to get used to it soon since school is going to start for me. Exciting!!

Easter this week. Can't wait for tomorrow to come!

Will blog again soon.

Never Ever.

2009-04-03T01:17:00.001+08:00

Had an awesome day today, Went for morning prayer meeting. Was feeling really tired when i woke up. I had to drag my body out of my bed. After morning prayer meeting, i headed home to take a nap before Michelle comes over after her school. Anyway, I COOKED!!! I know it's unbelievable. But have some faith in me. I cooked spaghetti for her. My first attempt. I thought it was a disaster. But she said it was not bad. Haha. So encouraging. My first time cooking a meal for someone. I'm starting to like cooking. After having lunch, we took a short nap before heading out to do our visitations.

So, it was a fruitful day! Kind of tired already. Wondering if i should sleep tonight.Hmmm..

Summer Sunshine.

2009-04-02T01:10:00.001+08:00

I had a really long day today.. Woke up at 4.30am to prepare for morning prayer meeting. After prayer meeting, David and I sent Michelle to Bugis for her to take a bus down to her school. After that, the both of us headed down to Cineleisure. Can you believe it? 9am at Cineleisure. Who goes there so early? Well, apparently, we do. Anyway, everywhere was closed and i was feeling really tired. So we went to Burger King to rest. It was either i fall asleep there and we throw face or we bought something to eat. We decided to get something to eat instead.

After that, we went to the arcade to play some games. After playing, we were really starting to feel really sleepy. So we sat outside the arcade and fell asleep. Well, i did. Didn't know what David did while i was enjoy my short nap. Woke up and soon, we went to Altitude Dining at Heeren to get our lunch. Nice place..

This are what we ordered.

Soya Bean: $2.50

Chicken with Fragrant Chives and Onions: $9.20

Double Portion Fried Rice: $7.80

Golden Pan-Fried Prawn Dumpling: $3.80

Prawns with Golden Pumpkin and Salted Egg Yolk: $16.80

Orange Sauce Pork Chop: $13.80

Saut�ed Minced Pork with Vermicelli: $9.80

Chilled Mango Sago:$3.80

TOTAL: $75.30 (Inclusive of GST and service charge)

After lunch, Michelle came to find us after her school and we watch Paul Blart Mall Cop. I must say, it's quite a good show. Very funny!! Catch it if you can!

After the show, head down to Riverwalk for Bible Study. It was great. But i felt super sleepy. Thank God i managed to stay awake and caught something out of it. After Bible Study, went to Hougang Mall with Michelle to eat. Then went to Ponggol to take bus 3 together with her. It was a long long ride. And finally, i finished blogging! I really need to get more sleep. My eye bags are getting darker as the days pass. I never had eye bags before. But now i do. What a breakthrough.. :(

Alritey, i have to get to sleep now. Super sleepy. If i don't sleep now, i may not be able to pull through the morning prayer meeting. I'm left with 3 hours 20 minutes of sleep.. God, multiply my beauty sleep!!

Over.

2009-03-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

It has been a great week so far. Went Jacob's house today together with Daniel and Michelle to give him Bible Study. Woah.. I'm so proud of him! He was so attentive today. As usual, he cooked for us scramble eggs today with cheese. Yummy!! After that, I went dinner with Michelle. We took an hour to think of what to eat because everywhere was either too crowed or was too hot. Haha. Oh well, we managed to settle down and have our first meal of the day. But I'm hungry again!

Tomorrow morning is the first day of morning prayer. I'm really excited! I'm going to wake up early again. It hs been a long time since i last woke up so early. Once my school starts, sadly, i will only be able to go for a short 15 minutes and then rush of to school. Sigh! Must treasure these moments while I'm still on holiday. Haha.

Anyway, before Cell Group meeting last Friday, i was, as usual, playing with my hair. And i got a shock upon looking at the ends of the hair. It was horrible. So i made an impulsive decision. I went straight down tp the salon downstairs my house and asked for a trim. Yes, i asked for trim. But i got 7 cm of cut chopped off. I got a shock! Which part of the word trim did the hair dresser did not understand. Trim means only the most 3cm. But she chopped off 7cm! I almost fainted.. It took me ages to keep to that length. And the worst thing was that it cost me $21. So expensive! Sigh, i can't change it now anyway. So i shall stop complaining and pray that my hair will grow faster.

It's the way you make me feel, spinning my world around. Tell me how can i walk away? I'm loving you anyway.

God Has Been Good.

2009-03-26T10:34:00.001+08:00

It has been a great week for me so for me so far. Even though i can barely recall what i did.. Oh.. Now i remember. Haha. Lost 2kg on Tuesday.. Haha. Kidding. Went to play basketball with the guys. Had a great time. Have been playing basketball with them for the passed 3 or 4 weeks already.Loving it!

Had bible study yesterday. The presence of God was really strong. Pastor Kenneth challenged all of us to be able to recognize God's voice and to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit. It was great!

And now, I'm here. woke up at 8.30am today. It wasn't on purpose. My brother's phone rang non-stop. And it was LOUD! So i was awakened. And i could get back to sleep. So from just now until now, I've been lying on my bed using my laptop. Haha. I've been rather lazy to use the desktop lately since i could lie on my bed using my laptop. So you can imagine how lazy I've become! Actually, I'm being thoughful.. When i use my laptop, m brother can use the computer.. Excuse!!

Alritey. I'm going to go rest awhile more since i never had proper rest this whole week yet. And then I'm going to go out to do my visitations! Woohoo!!

P.S I just want to say it straight from my heart, "I miss you."

You there?

2009-03-24T02:49:00.001+08:00

Today, i went to Jacob's house to give him Bible Study. After Bible Study, Jacob cooked for us omelette which eventually turned into scramble egg. And i must say, "YUMMY!"

After that, we went downstairs to play basketball and a childhood game, crocodile. Haha. It's been years since i last played that.

Headed down to Pasir Ris after that to celebrate Yi Jing's birthday.

*So confused, my heart's bruised. Was i even loved by you?

At Last.

2009-03-22T21:26:00.001+08:00

Finally. after so long, I'm using my laptop to blog. Haha.

It was a great Sunday. Went for service with Edwin. Pastor preached a phenomenal message on marriage and it's love busters. Doesn't really apply for me now but it can be applied in the friendships i have with the people around me now. After service, gave Benjamin Bible Study. Was suppose to visit a few other with Raymond but Mompy called and she wanted to meet me. So met her at Expo since she wanted to go for the Robinson sale. After that, head down to Ah Ma's house for dinner. Man. There was so much food.. I love it!! Ah Ma's cooking is the best! I was full to the brim. Finally home now. Actually, reached home awhile ago.

I can't wait to start the week.